Renegade1765

My name is Gergely Kristof Bela, but you can call me Chris for short. While I'm not that good of an artist and I'm merely a novice, I strive to one day become an animator. Animation has always fascinated me ever since I was a child. To me, it's the best form of storytelling, (Besides books) because you're not limited to the effects of modern films, and you're allowed to tell and show whatever story you want.
I've made dozens of drawings ever since I was a boy, most notibly drawings of Pokemon and Yu-Gi-Oh! monsters. In 2015, I entered an Art School so I could better myself as an artist. Problem is that despite being an art school I bombarded with Romanian and Math. I'm fluent in three languages, but Romanian is the one I'm the weakest at.
Because I have so much homework, I'm usually too tired and bored to draw anything.
One of my other hobbies is writing articles online to express my opinion on movies, shows, companies, the media, people, politics, etc. I started writing them since December of 2014, about why Elsa from Frozen is my favorite Disney character.
I've been suffering from anxiety and depression for years, due to the pressure that my school has put on me. Plus, because I have massive anger issues, I've been known to lash out at people, and I tried to bottle it up for years. I began to question my existence as person, and sometimes I even tried to commit suicide. Not to mention, my old classmates and almost everyone around me either made fun of me or bullied me, calling me faggot and a freak, despite the fact that I'm straight. I was able to relate to Elsa from Frozen, and she became my favorite Disney character because of that.
However, I've learned to cope with it, and thanks to Elsa, I was able to meet so many wonderful people online that I no longer felt alone anymore. I've also become more social and my classmates, for the most part, aren't complete jackasses.
I still have feeling of hopelessness and emptiness from time to time, but I mostly try to focus on bettering myself as an artist, writer and person.

Currently, I have no interest in a romantic relationship because it would obviously fail, and I don't want to break the heart of a woman with whom I had a relationship with.

One of my other hobbies is bodybuilding so I can stay in perfect and healthy shape.

I'm also a massive fan of franchises like: Pokemon; Digimon; Yu-Gi-Oh!; Star Wars; Transformers; Sonic the Hedgehog; etc. As well as many Disney movies like the Hunchback of Notre Dame or Frozen/Frozen 2; anime like Yu Yu Hakusho and Trigun; and cartoons like Samurai Jack and Bojack Horseman.
While I'm merely a novice, I try to better my skill whenever there's nothing else to do. My dream is to become an animator, but that fails, I have other dreams as well that I'm probably more qualified for: character and fashion designer; voice actor; writer; psychiatrist; etc.

Here some other things about me as well:
Favorite Genre of music: Metal; Jazz; Hard Rock; Grunge; Broadway; Blues; Classical; Epic orchestral music; Synthwave;
Favorite style of art: I love ornate looking styles, but I also love semi-realistic artworks and cartoony styles as well.
Favorite fictional character: Elsa and Anna; Samurai Jack; Edward and Alphonse Elric; Guts; Pearl; Ed, Edd and Eddy; Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader; Iroh.
Favorite Pokemon: Mewtwo; Charizard; Reshiram; Zoroark; Lucario; Raichu; Deoxys; Hydreigon; Mimikyu; Alolan Ninetales.
Favorite quote: "The decisions you make and the actions that follow are a reflection of who you are. You cannot hide from yourself."