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I can understand that. I feel the same way. But i think i'm getting better. One thing you need to realize is that no one is gonna come help you. You need to take matters into your own hands. I know how pessimistic that sounds but unfortunately it's true.

No, I get it fully. It makes a lot of sense and it's something I need to work on.

I hope you do. Another thing that's important to know is that there's a difference in knowing and understanding

Well it's not you the God let get ill. Honestly though, that's terrible news. As someone who's lost an extremely close person to it I feel you Moon.

Bunny's right though, take care of yourself. It's difficult time for everyone when someone in your peers is seriously ill, all you can really do is look after them and - as KB said - take care of yourself. Or, pra, if that's your thing.

I completely understand the situation, my best friend did the same thing for about a year and I later learned that she felt that I would not accept her sexuality. But God has other plans in store for you Moon and listen to Bunny and Omega...they've done well with what they have already told you, Moon.You must continue to keep yourself well mentally and physically. I wish you the best, and I'll pray for you as well.

Thanks guys, I really appreciate that. It's been really hard to take care of myself when I have no time to myself. When I do, I'm on here or I'm at a friend's house. Most people come to me for their problems, and I take it upon myself to be their therapist. I always kick myself for that, but I never stop doing it.

Thanks for giving me a good reminder, guys. I really need to do better.

You will...I believe it

It wasn't too long since I realized that I need to look after myself and it's almost never to late to realize that

I guess so. Now I just have to do it.

It can be a hard thing to do. Something you might need to do is to fake how you feel at times. Eventually you'll make yourself believe that is how to feel in the right situation

Sounds kinda depressive, but bunny's right. Sometimes you have to pretend yourself that everything's okay till you believe it.
Focus on the little things that make you happy. Having slept well, taste of good food, take a walk outside if there's nature around your are. Things like that may not seem much but do help you out.

Lastly I'd like to advocate for escapism. Anything that you can just put your mind into and use to forget about everything stressful. For me that would be video games, workout or a walk into the woods while playing Pokémon GO.
Anything like that will help you shift your focus and ayomatically lets you take care of yourself. Perhaps art?

Hollow is also right. Though there's the risk of getting trapped in escapism. I don't mean to disrespect, it really is a good way, but you have to know when to stop "escaping".

I've been trying to get outside more. I go out on a ton of bike rides, just as a stress reliever, but my parents think I'm out too much. My phone has been broken since March, so I haven't had any contact with anyone other than you guys. *screams silently*

I had a similar problem in 2017. My phone was broken and i only had a school laptop, which i had to return over the summer. All of my friends thought something had happened to me because i couldn't contact them. I survived through the power of animé and Star Wars the Clone Wars

And to that, I say HALLELUJAH. Star Wars is frickin great.

It sure is. I thank @Annakins31174 for telling me about a website where you can watch everything Star Wars

oooo what's it called?