If you are leaving, I can't stop you, and I won't. It's your choice, and let me just say....you are kind of throwing yourself a pity party, and lets say, I know how you feel, I've been there, trust me. But I ended up realizing what I did was wrong, even if it felt right. I won't stop you from leaving, but just letting you know, if you want to come back, you're always welcome.