jade421
Previously Sarah316
Savannah felt a shot to the gut each time Ara called herself a fool, as she worried that she had hurt her friend's self confidence. Which was never Savannah's intention, and was something she needed to try and correct now even of Ara didn't think Savannah needed to apologize.
"No, I do need to apologize. I never wanted to imply that you are what you were because of who your parents are. Because that is just the furthest thing from the truth. You are amazing, and it has nothing to do with who your parents are. Everything you are is a result of your own effort and ability. No one else. I'm sorry if I led you to believe otherwise." Savannah said as she got the main apology out of the way, as she wondered what else to say.
"And...and you are no fool. I'm the one who kept these feelings bottled up, you and everyone else had no way to know that. That doesn't make you a fool. It's just...just you and I entered Ender Eye on the same day, yet now I feel we are just worlds apart. You've grown so much, and I've hardly changed at all by comparison. To everyone, and that frustrated me. Cause I work so hard yet I feel my efforts amount to nothing. Guess these trials were just a tipping point for me and I took out my own bitter feelings on you. But you shouldn't be punished or feel guilty for getting stronger. You did what a mage is supposed to do. Improve. It's not anything you should feel guilt over. I'm sorry for making you think otherwise." Savannah said, her voice soft as she also avoided eye contact as she gave Ara a chance to process all this. Unsure of what to say, or rather unsure of how to word the other reason she came here to her friend.
"No, I do need to apologize. I never wanted to imply that you are what you were because of who your parents are. Because that is just the furthest thing from the truth. You are amazing, and it has nothing to do with who your parents are. Everything you are is a result of your own effort and ability. No one else. I'm sorry if I led you to believe otherwise." Savannah said as she got the main apology out of the way, as she wondered what else to say.
"And...and you are no fool. I'm the one who kept these feelings bottled up, you and everyone else had no way to know that. That doesn't make you a fool. It's just...just you and I entered Ender Eye on the same day, yet now I feel we are just worlds apart. You've grown so much, and I've hardly changed at all by comparison. To everyone, and that frustrated me. Cause I work so hard yet I feel my efforts amount to nothing. Guess these trials were just a tipping point for me and I took out my own bitter feelings on you. But you shouldn't be punished or feel guilty for getting stronger. You did what a mage is supposed to do. Improve. It's not anything you should feel guilt over. I'm sorry for making you think otherwise." Savannah said, her voice soft as she also avoided eye contact as she gave Ara a chance to process all this. Unsure of what to say, or rather unsure of how to word the other reason she came here to her friend.