Darkness.
She always came back to the darkness. The cold, yawning void where nothing existed. An airtight vacuum with no sound, no sight. A lucid dream. All her dreams were lucid, with a life that was so warped and corrupted, it became easier to tell the difference between what was real and what was not. What was memory, overlayed onto your very vision, sounds you’d heard before, playing again in your ears. Like a shadow that will never go away. A cloak that will always cover your eyes and ears. A black dog that followed faithfully, no matter where you went. But knowing did not stop those memories and sounds from affecting you, distracting you and catching your eyes with that flutter in the corner of your eyes. Those haunting cyan eyes opening before her, twice the size of her own body, engulfing her in its silvery-white mane. She would never forget that hellish encounter in The Grave. Reminding her that no good deed ever went unpunished.
No good deed ever went unpunished.
Cold, she felt cold. It was a feeling not too foreign, but it had been such a long time since she had felt that way again. She shouldn’t have expected anything better. With her luck, it was something that had quickly become a mundane discomfort. Like pins and needles, or leg cramps. She should have walked away. She should have learned her lesson and taken off as soon as the lights went out, and the glass window shattered around her. She’d go home, be called a witness and a survivor in the news coverage and she’d live on. She’d live. But Dante wouldn’t have. Would he? Just like Jacob wouldn’t have survived. Being in the place of someone else’s suffering, only to be discarded and forgotten, without thank you, without gratitude, at the end. Would Dante do that to her? Was she repeating the same mistakes twice? It had cost her so much the first time… What would happen to her now? What else did she stand to lose?
She knew there was only one answer left for that.
Oh well… It wasn’t as if it really mattered. Dante still ended up dead, and it wouldn’t have made any difference if she’d stayed or gone. Perhaps… He would have even fared better without her there. Did that mean his death was on her hands too? Considering her luck… It probably was. Dante E. Young. She hadn’t thought of that name in such a long time. When had she stopped? When had she stopped writing letters, sending postcards? When had she stopped following how far he’s flown out of reach? She didn’t know. There was so much of her past that she no longer remembered. There were so many memories she’d lost. And now… After just rediscovering one of them, she possibly lost him forever. Or perhaps, it would be him losing her forever. It still made her wonder; just how much she had meant to the people who knew her. How did they see her? To what lengths would they go for her, if at all? Would they mourn her if she were gone? Ha… She knew the answer to that too.
She only felt sorry that she dragged her Pokemon into this too.
It felt like a lifetime inside the void. But, eventually, she felt herself rousing. That feeling of awareness seeping in, the shallow darkness of your eyelids, the weight of your own body against the surface you lay on. And pain. Excruciating pain webbing through your body, grabbing your very brain with its claws, growing more intense the more alert you became. It was coming from her left arm. But more, there was this… Wave of something pulsing through her body, soothing the pain for a split second before it came back twice as hard. She opened her mouth, to try and let out a small sound, a cry of pain or a hiss, only to find fluid shooting out your windpipe, filling your mouth with the unmistakable taste of seawater. Cassie choked and gagged, her body convulsing as she coughed out every last drop. Her throat felt sore afterwards, but it was nothing compared to that pain in her arm.
She opened her eyes, and her blurry vision soon fixed upon two pairs of ruby eyes, standing out easily against the murky surroundings. She knew those eyes anywhere. “N…i..ne… Ry..u…” She croaked, barely able to breathe, but Nine wasted no time in pressing his head against her cheek, giving her a comforting nuzzle as he caressed her face with his soft fur and mane. He was so warm. Her entire body felt warm, in fact, despite the occasional breeze that made her skin go numb from its chill. She came to realize that familiar sensation, the plush, luxurious weight over her body. 9 milk white tails draped across her like a blanket, keeping her warm. “Bon garçon…” She murmured weakly, trying to lift her free arm, only to be reminded by the other.
She finally saw it.
From where Ryu knelt beside her – still dripping wet despite Nine’s dryness - his paws open over her shoulder. The burns, a webwork of raw flesh and char, like the scars that deformed her hands, brought back to life and growing, devouring every inch of her arm and the side of her neck. And her arm… Barely clinging to her shoulder by only bone and socket alone. She remained still. Breathing, watching the edges of her flesh slowly, gradually, creep closer to each other, realizing just what that strange wave she felt before was. Heal Pulse. “Bon garçon…” She repeated, closing her eyes as the pain surged through, as nerves and nociceptors were restored. More scars. More trauma etched permanently onto her body. She had enough scars, received enough looks from strangers who knew her by her scandal and tabloid stories. But really… She couldn’t really bring herself to care either. Perhaps, if she were younger, when life revolved more around her and everything went right, she would be hysterical, she would be doing whatever it took to heal it back to perfection while it was still fresh, but now… Now she just wanted to keep her arm. Well… She knew the drill. Moving her other limbs, the rest of her toes and fingers, making sure that everything else was intact and functional. Anything to distract herself, anything she could do. She felt the ground beneath her, the unmistakable texture of moss and rocks.
She opened her eyes, staring up to the gloomy, overcast skies, then to the side to finally take in her surroundings. A misty beach, from what she could see, with pebbles instead of sand and dark, foamy water. Large, dark trees lined the edges, like mourning giants overlooking the distant horizon. She breathed out, and her breath misted before her very eyes. And considering what she was wearing last… That wasn’t good. Hesitantly, she glanced back down to her shoulder, letting out a breath she did not realize she had been holding to find that she could no longer see bone or cartilage, nor muscle nor fat. Just red, raw, newly granulated flesh. She tried moving her fingers then, getting twitches and very faint movement, but she could feel the moss beneath them, and that was good enough for now. “That’s enough Ryu…” She said softly, noting the strain that was beginning to show on his face, though he stubbornly refused, shaking his head and continuing. “Ryu, arrêtez.” She said again, more firmly this time and the Lucario wavered, looking back at her with hesitation before he withdrew his paw, and the pulse ceased. “Thank you. You’ve done more than enough…” She looked at both of them.
Stranded, but at the very least… She wasn’t alone. She pulled both of them into a hug as best as she could. She could have killed them by staying, separating from them, but… She knew they wouldn’t have died. They were far too well-trained, far too resourceful and intelligent. They would have survived, no matter what. It was one of the first things she made sure all her Pokemon were able to do. And without them… Well, it’s quite obvious that she needed them more than they needed her. Her hand immediately went to her waist, where her belt sat and breathed out a sigh of relief to find that all her balls were still there. She was glad that she opted for those extra strength clips.
The burns were still fresh on her arm, but their ache was easy to ignore. It was something she had gone through before and it was something she can push through again. What mattered was that she would keep her arm, and for now, that was enough. She was very fortunate that her dress had so much excess fabric as it did, flowing down to her ankles when it was still a couture piece she’d managed to hold on to from the days before her downfall. But now, it would serve as a useful wound dressing, as she tore its fabric at her upper thigh level and shredded it down to ribbons with Ryu and Nine’s help. If Jade were here, healing would have been so much easier, what with the pastes and balms she could make from the Roserade’s nurturing blossoms or the dressings she could make with her vines and sprouts. C’est la vie. You worked with what you had.
She proceeded to wrap the entire length of her arm and shoulder with the cloth, making sure it was tight around her shoulder to ensure it was immobilized so it could heal properly, and then making a sling for her arm to rest in with Ryu’s help. Once she was taken care of – all other minor cuts and injuries long dealt with by the Heal Pulse – she released Ace, who was barely conscious upon exiting his ball. He crooned weakly at her, almost in distress as he moved his wings about, but Cassie moved in steadfastly and kept him still, touching him comfortingly and whispering words of reassurance as she eased him onto the ground, off the wing that had been struck by the Hyper Beam.
His feathers were singed with minor burns and the entire limb rested at an odd angle, just like she had seen moments before losing consciousness. Dislocated, she suspected. “Don’t worry, Ace… I’ve got you. Everything is going to be okay.” She murmured reassuringly, running her fingers down his neck over and over, letting him relax into her touch. She glanced back at Nine, who stood just behind her and gave him a nod. The vulpine, having seen the wing himself, knew exactly what had to be done, and approached the Swanna, laying down by his head and meeting his gaze. He gave him a subtle nod, and moments after, his eyes flashed scarlet, and Ace fell into a deep sleep.
“Ryu.” She called, and the Lucario was already moving, kneeling down beside her like clockwork as he placed his paw against Ace’s shoulder joint. Meanwhile, Cassie stood up, extending his wing just enough to realign the joints. “On the count of three. One… Two… Three!”
Pop!
Nine gave the slightest of flinches, but the joint was back in its socket. “Bon travail.” Cassie nodded, beginning to gently fold the wing back against Ace’s body, where Ryu held it in place, radiating another Heal Pulse to take care of the burns and injured ligament. Nine brought over the remaining cloth shreds and helped as Cassie prepared a splint from a piece of driftwood. It took another five minutes to secure Ace’s wing with the splint and wrap the entire thing, realizing they were short on dressing and Cassie tore off another inch or two off her dress. It wasn’t perfect. But for now… It would do. She gave him one last caress before returning him to his Pokeball where he could rest and recover. However… That also meant they were stranded there until he did.
Cassie let out a sigh, rising to her feet as Ryu kept her steady and shivered from the cold. Nine pressed himself close to her, nudging his nose against her leg and lowering himself to the ground. She smiled appreciatively, climbing onto his back and sighing in relief as his soft, warm fur touched her skin. She ran her hand through his mane, pressing into him and just… Burying her face in it for a moment. “Well… I suppose we should try and see if anything useful washed up on shore, non?” She murmured. “We have a long way to go ahead of us.”
Nine gave a soft snort at this, one that sounded both amused and annoyed and Cassie simply chuckled in response. Ryu, however, was staring on into the distance. Fixated on something she can’t quite see. “What is it, Ryu?” Cassie asked seriously, straightening herself up. The Lucario glanced at her briefly and then closed his eyes, his four appendages raising up the way they always did when he was detecting aura, and then… His eyes opened again, and he let out an urgent bark. Cassie knew exactly what he meant. “Survivors?”
Without another word, Ryu had gone ahead, taking off a few meters forward and repeating the process. He looked back and his expression… Changed. And for the first time, Cassie wasn’t quite certain what it meant. It was that same look he had when… Oh Arceus... Her chest… Tightened, and it was almost hard to breathe. She wasn’t sure what she was feeling. Dread, hope, excitement, fear… But she did know for certain what Ryu had found. Dante… Please let him be alive.
Cassie glanced down and found Nine’s ruby gaze upon her. She met them with a serious gaze – something she wore when matters were life or death – and nodded.
And just like that, they were off.
She always came back to the darkness. The cold, yawning void where nothing existed. An airtight vacuum with no sound, no sight. A lucid dream. All her dreams were lucid, with a life that was so warped and corrupted, it became easier to tell the difference between what was real and what was not. What was memory, overlayed onto your very vision, sounds you’d heard before, playing again in your ears. Like a shadow that will never go away. A cloak that will always cover your eyes and ears. A black dog that followed faithfully, no matter where you went. But knowing did not stop those memories and sounds from affecting you, distracting you and catching your eyes with that flutter in the corner of your eyes. Those haunting cyan eyes opening before her, twice the size of her own body, engulfing her in its silvery-white mane. She would never forget that hellish encounter in The Grave. Reminding her that no good deed ever went unpunished.
No good deed ever went unpunished.
Cold, she felt cold. It was a feeling not too foreign, but it had been such a long time since she had felt that way again. She shouldn’t have expected anything better. With her luck, it was something that had quickly become a mundane discomfort. Like pins and needles, or leg cramps. She should have walked away. She should have learned her lesson and taken off as soon as the lights went out, and the glass window shattered around her. She’d go home, be called a witness and a survivor in the news coverage and she’d live on. She’d live. But Dante wouldn’t have. Would he? Just like Jacob wouldn’t have survived. Being in the place of someone else’s suffering, only to be discarded and forgotten, without thank you, without gratitude, at the end. Would Dante do that to her? Was she repeating the same mistakes twice? It had cost her so much the first time… What would happen to her now? What else did she stand to lose?
She knew there was only one answer left for that.
Oh well… It wasn’t as if it really mattered. Dante still ended up dead, and it wouldn’t have made any difference if she’d stayed or gone. Perhaps… He would have even fared better without her there. Did that mean his death was on her hands too? Considering her luck… It probably was. Dante E. Young. She hadn’t thought of that name in such a long time. When had she stopped? When had she stopped writing letters, sending postcards? When had she stopped following how far he’s flown out of reach? She didn’t know. There was so much of her past that she no longer remembered. There were so many memories she’d lost. And now… After just rediscovering one of them, she possibly lost him forever. Or perhaps, it would be him losing her forever. It still made her wonder; just how much she had meant to the people who knew her. How did they see her? To what lengths would they go for her, if at all? Would they mourn her if she were gone? Ha… She knew the answer to that too.
She only felt sorry that she dragged her Pokemon into this too.
It felt like a lifetime inside the void. But, eventually, she felt herself rousing. That feeling of awareness seeping in, the shallow darkness of your eyelids, the weight of your own body against the surface you lay on. And pain. Excruciating pain webbing through your body, grabbing your very brain with its claws, growing more intense the more alert you became. It was coming from her left arm. But more, there was this… Wave of something pulsing through her body, soothing the pain for a split second before it came back twice as hard. She opened her mouth, to try and let out a small sound, a cry of pain or a hiss, only to find fluid shooting out your windpipe, filling your mouth with the unmistakable taste of seawater. Cassie choked and gagged, her body convulsing as she coughed out every last drop. Her throat felt sore afterwards, but it was nothing compared to that pain in her arm.
She opened her eyes, and her blurry vision soon fixed upon two pairs of ruby eyes, standing out easily against the murky surroundings. She knew those eyes anywhere. “N…i..ne… Ry..u…” She croaked, barely able to breathe, but Nine wasted no time in pressing his head against her cheek, giving her a comforting nuzzle as he caressed her face with his soft fur and mane. He was so warm. Her entire body felt warm, in fact, despite the occasional breeze that made her skin go numb from its chill. She came to realize that familiar sensation, the plush, luxurious weight over her body. 9 milk white tails draped across her like a blanket, keeping her warm. “Bon garçon…” She murmured weakly, trying to lift her free arm, only to be reminded by the other.
She finally saw it.
From where Ryu knelt beside her – still dripping wet despite Nine’s dryness - his paws open over her shoulder. The burns, a webwork of raw flesh and char, like the scars that deformed her hands, brought back to life and growing, devouring every inch of her arm and the side of her neck. And her arm… Barely clinging to her shoulder by only bone and socket alone. She remained still. Breathing, watching the edges of her flesh slowly, gradually, creep closer to each other, realizing just what that strange wave she felt before was. Heal Pulse. “Bon garçon…” She repeated, closing her eyes as the pain surged through, as nerves and nociceptors were restored. More scars. More trauma etched permanently onto her body. She had enough scars, received enough looks from strangers who knew her by her scandal and tabloid stories. But really… She couldn’t really bring herself to care either. Perhaps, if she were younger, when life revolved more around her and everything went right, she would be hysterical, she would be doing whatever it took to heal it back to perfection while it was still fresh, but now… Now she just wanted to keep her arm. Well… She knew the drill. Moving her other limbs, the rest of her toes and fingers, making sure that everything else was intact and functional. Anything to distract herself, anything she could do. She felt the ground beneath her, the unmistakable texture of moss and rocks.
She opened her eyes, staring up to the gloomy, overcast skies, then to the side to finally take in her surroundings. A misty beach, from what she could see, with pebbles instead of sand and dark, foamy water. Large, dark trees lined the edges, like mourning giants overlooking the distant horizon. She breathed out, and her breath misted before her very eyes. And considering what she was wearing last… That wasn’t good. Hesitantly, she glanced back down to her shoulder, letting out a breath she did not realize she had been holding to find that she could no longer see bone or cartilage, nor muscle nor fat. Just red, raw, newly granulated flesh. She tried moving her fingers then, getting twitches and very faint movement, but she could feel the moss beneath them, and that was good enough for now. “That’s enough Ryu…” She said softly, noting the strain that was beginning to show on his face, though he stubbornly refused, shaking his head and continuing. “Ryu, arrêtez.” She said again, more firmly this time and the Lucario wavered, looking back at her with hesitation before he withdrew his paw, and the pulse ceased. “Thank you. You’ve done more than enough…” She looked at both of them.
Stranded, but at the very least… She wasn’t alone. She pulled both of them into a hug as best as she could. She could have killed them by staying, separating from them, but… She knew they wouldn’t have died. They were far too well-trained, far too resourceful and intelligent. They would have survived, no matter what. It was one of the first things she made sure all her Pokemon were able to do. And without them… Well, it’s quite obvious that she needed them more than they needed her. Her hand immediately went to her waist, where her belt sat and breathed out a sigh of relief to find that all her balls were still there. She was glad that she opted for those extra strength clips.
The burns were still fresh on her arm, but their ache was easy to ignore. It was something she had gone through before and it was something she can push through again. What mattered was that she would keep her arm, and for now, that was enough. She was very fortunate that her dress had so much excess fabric as it did, flowing down to her ankles when it was still a couture piece she’d managed to hold on to from the days before her downfall. But now, it would serve as a useful wound dressing, as she tore its fabric at her upper thigh level and shredded it down to ribbons with Ryu and Nine’s help. If Jade were here, healing would have been so much easier, what with the pastes and balms she could make from the Roserade’s nurturing blossoms or the dressings she could make with her vines and sprouts. C’est la vie. You worked with what you had.
She proceeded to wrap the entire length of her arm and shoulder with the cloth, making sure it was tight around her shoulder to ensure it was immobilized so it could heal properly, and then making a sling for her arm to rest in with Ryu’s help. Once she was taken care of – all other minor cuts and injuries long dealt with by the Heal Pulse – she released Ace, who was barely conscious upon exiting his ball. He crooned weakly at her, almost in distress as he moved his wings about, but Cassie moved in steadfastly and kept him still, touching him comfortingly and whispering words of reassurance as she eased him onto the ground, off the wing that had been struck by the Hyper Beam.
His feathers were singed with minor burns and the entire limb rested at an odd angle, just like she had seen moments before losing consciousness. Dislocated, she suspected. “Don’t worry, Ace… I’ve got you. Everything is going to be okay.” She murmured reassuringly, running her fingers down his neck over and over, letting him relax into her touch. She glanced back at Nine, who stood just behind her and gave him a nod. The vulpine, having seen the wing himself, knew exactly what had to be done, and approached the Swanna, laying down by his head and meeting his gaze. He gave him a subtle nod, and moments after, his eyes flashed scarlet, and Ace fell into a deep sleep.
“Ryu.” She called, and the Lucario was already moving, kneeling down beside her like clockwork as he placed his paw against Ace’s shoulder joint. Meanwhile, Cassie stood up, extending his wing just enough to realign the joints. “On the count of three. One… Two… Three!”
Pop!
Nine gave the slightest of flinches, but the joint was back in its socket. “Bon travail.” Cassie nodded, beginning to gently fold the wing back against Ace’s body, where Ryu held it in place, radiating another Heal Pulse to take care of the burns and injured ligament. Nine brought over the remaining cloth shreds and helped as Cassie prepared a splint from a piece of driftwood. It took another five minutes to secure Ace’s wing with the splint and wrap the entire thing, realizing they were short on dressing and Cassie tore off another inch or two off her dress. It wasn’t perfect. But for now… It would do. She gave him one last caress before returning him to his Pokeball where he could rest and recover. However… That also meant they were stranded there until he did.
Cassie let out a sigh, rising to her feet as Ryu kept her steady and shivered from the cold. Nine pressed himself close to her, nudging his nose against her leg and lowering himself to the ground. She smiled appreciatively, climbing onto his back and sighing in relief as his soft, warm fur touched her skin. She ran her hand through his mane, pressing into him and just… Burying her face in it for a moment. “Well… I suppose we should try and see if anything useful washed up on shore, non?” She murmured. “We have a long way to go ahead of us.”
Nine gave a soft snort at this, one that sounded both amused and annoyed and Cassie simply chuckled in response. Ryu, however, was staring on into the distance. Fixated on something she can’t quite see. “What is it, Ryu?” Cassie asked seriously, straightening herself up. The Lucario glanced at her briefly and then closed his eyes, his four appendages raising up the way they always did when he was detecting aura, and then… His eyes opened again, and he let out an urgent bark. Cassie knew exactly what he meant. “Survivors?”
Without another word, Ryu had gone ahead, taking off a few meters forward and repeating the process. He looked back and his expression… Changed. And for the first time, Cassie wasn’t quite certain what it meant. It was that same look he had when… Oh Arceus... Her chest… Tightened, and it was almost hard to breathe. She wasn’t sure what she was feeling. Dread, hope, excitement, fear… But she did know for certain what Ryu had found. Dante… Please let him be alive.
Cassie glanced down and found Nine’s ruby gaze upon her. She met them with a serious gaze – something she wore when matters were life or death – and nodded.
And just like that, they were off.
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