Name: Dante E. Young
Location: Cliff Base --> Campsite
Current Team: Jason, Tails, Gary, Falcone, Ariel, Syl
Of course, at this point there was really no doubting what was happening, was there? He was the type to worry and hesitate inside his own head, second-guessing his own intuition time and time again even as he forged ahead with his chosen course of action. No matter how decisive he seemed, there was always that voice that told him that he'd gotten it wrong, or that he'd missed something, or that some critical piece of information had been forgotten or overlooked. Self-doubt and self-reflection was necessary for growth, of course, but too much of it could be crippling if you let yourself be ruled by it. But at this moment, this frozen moment in time as he stared into Cassie's eyes, saw the twinkling of a silver ray of hope that he had not seen in her face for over a decade...as he saw the curving of her lips into a gentle, genuine smile...as he felt her hands clutching at his like he was the last piece of driftwood in a vast, lonely ocean...such doubt was utterly illogical. In fact, it was more than that; it was almost laughable in its impotence. For how could he ever gaze into a face that hopeful and adoring and believe it was anything other than wholly genuine?
He didn't even need to see her nod to know her answer, to be honest. For the first time in her entire adult life, he imagined, Cassie was an open book, holding no secrets, keeping nothing back. He could see the answer written across her face, etched into her eyes, shimmering in those wide, hopeful, terrified eyes that she believed him, she wanted to believe him and that she was placing herself entirely into his hands. She was trusting him, something Dante knew was all too rare in her life, and that he would need to safeguard that faith, that trust, that love with every fibre of his being. Honestly, though she likely wouldn't see it that way, Dante knew that that act of faith showed just how strong Cassie really was. People got hurt, people got betrayed, they had their trust taken advantage of and their love denied and rejected all through life, and it was easy to shut yourself away. It was easy to push people away and keep your own heart close and safely locked behind that iron door, throw away the key, swear to never open it again.
That was the easy way out. Hiding from what scared you. But opening yourself up again, allowing yourself to feel despite knowing how painful it could be? That was bravery. That was strength. And he was going to make damn sure that no matter what, Cassie would always be rewarded for that force of will. Nobody was going to punish her for that bravery ever again...because now she had him guarding that part of her, too. And he knew in that moment, staring into her eyes, that she was doing the same for him. He had always locked his feelings away in that little box, too, bolted that door shut, buried the key...but now it stood open to her, and she knew it. And...he wasn't scared. Because he knew for a fact that as much as Cassie could trust him...he could also trust her in exactly the same way. It was an odd feeling, knowing that for a certainty, but it was comforting nonetheless. Terrifying, yes. But in a warm, exhilerating way. Or perhaps that was simply the pain from his gut wound screaming in his ears.
Of course, they could hardly spend the rest of the day staring longingly into each other's eyes, now could they? He would love to do so under normal circumstances, but he did not want to be stuck in the woods when the sun fell and the significantly nastier, more vicious Pokemon came out to hunt and prowl. Wild Pokemon could be very aggressive, even when they were used to Trainers, and he did not want to see what a feral nocturnal hunter could do in its home territory. So of course, they broke eye contact - though their hands stayed intertwined - and they resumed the long ascent up to the top of the cliff. Dante would love to say that it passed in a blissful state of euphoria, that he was floating on a cloud after his liaison with the most beautiful, strongest, most intelligent woman on the planet, and again ordinarily, that would be the case. Alas, it would be a lie. The pain in his gut returned with a vengeance - perhaps as revenge for ignoring it for so long - and every step Falcone took was literal torture. Every jostle sent a spike of pain through his gut, every breath he took was rattling and laboured, and he could swear that at several times, he felt one of his stitches nearly pop loose.
Judging by the lack of blood seeping through his shirt, that hadn't happened yet...but it was only a matter of time. His combination of adrenaline, awkward kissing position and the roughness of being carried up an uneven slope by a Pokemon more known for brute force than dexterity...well, it did not do much for his comfort regarding his gut wound, he'd say that much. Stars began to dance before his eyes, and though he was able to bite back his gasps and cries of pain - of which there were many - his hand was undeniably tight, almost white-knuckled, in Cassie's. His teeth grit so hard he thought they would crack, his nostrils flared and his eyes fluttering closed on several occasions when Falcone had to shift her weight to climb over a particularly large boulder in the path, and every step of searing agony that lanced through his body made every second feel like a blazing eternity. The sound of the forest faded away, replaced by the pulsing of blood in his ears and his own soft grunts of discomfort that were the only sounds of his pain. He even temporarily broke out into a soft sheen of sweat, too, but he refused to call for a break; they had dallied long enough, and they needed to reach camp by nightfall. He could endure. He had to.
Though the journey felt like an eternity, the burning in his gut eventually dulled to a low, aching throb as they found flatter ground, then came to a slow stop. He floated there in a hazy blur, focusing on his breathing to try and numb the pain, taking laboured, steady breaths and focusing on compartmentalising his discomfort. He took the pain, the physical sensations, and did his best to block them out, shoving them into a little box that he buried deep. It was still painful, and his body still felt like it was going to collapse...but hopefully he could at least think straight now that he had stopped being jolted and jostled everywhere. He blinked open his eyes just in time to see Cassie moving to support him - belatedly moving to fish himself unsteadily out of Falcone's arms - as he stepped onto the grassy exterior of what looked to be a den amongst the tree roots.
His knees nearly buckled beneath him as he tried to place his weight on his legs - a face full of grass being prevented only by Cassie's support and Falcone's timely intervention - and a wash of vertigo-induced dizziness crashed over him. The world span and his vision swam, struggling to see past the surface of the wavering world before he grit his teeth and forced it into focus. He grunted at the twinge in his gut, lines of fire spreading out from his wound - which were stubbornly ignored - as he staggered his way into the den and practically collapsed the first chance he got...which just so happened to be a bed that Cassie had forged for him. How long had he been in a daze outside in Falcone's arms? He actually felt a little embarrassed, then, but he dare not voice it. He doubted Cassie would be happy that he was denigrating himself for having a life-threatening gut-wound.
Of course, his mind soon drifted to Cassie as soon as he was able to think of anything past the crash of relief he felt at finally being able to stop moving, and he turned his head to look at her (with difficulty) through the lingering stars in his vision. She had gotten some healing from Ryu, it seemed, since her arm was now in practically perfect working order. Smart, of course, given that his wound was going to take significantly more energy and they needed at least one of them to be guaranteed to be in fighting shape...though he did feel a little embarrassed and useless that he was - at that moment - more of a burden than a help. He forced himself to sit upright a little, leaning on a nearby root - which made his gut twinge again, though mercifully not as much as before - and took a deep, rasping breath. "No," he said ruefully, "Healing is...one thing that Sylveons...do not excel at." He sighed softly. "She has Heal Bell...which can...keep the wound from becoming infected...but I fear that for the most part...we shall have to allow nature...to take its course...with my wound."
He grunted as he shifted his weight, then winced. "I apologise, Cassie," he said quietly, "It seems that for the foreseeable future...I will be more of a hindrance than anything." He looked away, frowning. He had plans for everything, contingencies for any eventuality...he had survived in the wild for months at a time before, and here he was, bedridden from a gut wound. If Cassie wasn't there, he'd have been dead for sure. And yet...here she was, putting her own survival at risk for him. What had he actually contributed yet? What had he done to improve their chances of survival? Nothing that she couldn't have done herself. "I have a feeling that you shall be...shouldering the bulk of this...survival attempt," he said softly between deep, steadying breaths to keep the pain at bay, "I apologise...that I have not yet...been of more help." Of course, he was happy that she was capable and could survive. But it was a bitter taste in his mouth that for all his preparation...he was a handicap, pure and simple. It was not a pleasant realisation to come to, especially when the life of somebody he loved hung in the balance. He would have to work out some way to contribute to their chances of survival...he just didn't know what that would entail yet. But he knew one thing for certain; he'd need to work it out bloody fast, for both of their sakes.
Location: Cliff Base --> Campsite
Current Team: Jason, Tails, Gary, Falcone, Ariel, Syl
Of course, at this point there was really no doubting what was happening, was there? He was the type to worry and hesitate inside his own head, second-guessing his own intuition time and time again even as he forged ahead with his chosen course of action. No matter how decisive he seemed, there was always that voice that told him that he'd gotten it wrong, or that he'd missed something, or that some critical piece of information had been forgotten or overlooked. Self-doubt and self-reflection was necessary for growth, of course, but too much of it could be crippling if you let yourself be ruled by it. But at this moment, this frozen moment in time as he stared into Cassie's eyes, saw the twinkling of a silver ray of hope that he had not seen in her face for over a decade...as he saw the curving of her lips into a gentle, genuine smile...as he felt her hands clutching at his like he was the last piece of driftwood in a vast, lonely ocean...such doubt was utterly illogical. In fact, it was more than that; it was almost laughable in its impotence. For how could he ever gaze into a face that hopeful and adoring and believe it was anything other than wholly genuine?
He didn't even need to see her nod to know her answer, to be honest. For the first time in her entire adult life, he imagined, Cassie was an open book, holding no secrets, keeping nothing back. He could see the answer written across her face, etched into her eyes, shimmering in those wide, hopeful, terrified eyes that she believed him, she wanted to believe him and that she was placing herself entirely into his hands. She was trusting him, something Dante knew was all too rare in her life, and that he would need to safeguard that faith, that trust, that love with every fibre of his being. Honestly, though she likely wouldn't see it that way, Dante knew that that act of faith showed just how strong Cassie really was. People got hurt, people got betrayed, they had their trust taken advantage of and their love denied and rejected all through life, and it was easy to shut yourself away. It was easy to push people away and keep your own heart close and safely locked behind that iron door, throw away the key, swear to never open it again.
That was the easy way out. Hiding from what scared you. But opening yourself up again, allowing yourself to feel despite knowing how painful it could be? That was bravery. That was strength. And he was going to make damn sure that no matter what, Cassie would always be rewarded for that force of will. Nobody was going to punish her for that bravery ever again...because now she had him guarding that part of her, too. And he knew in that moment, staring into her eyes, that she was doing the same for him. He had always locked his feelings away in that little box, too, bolted that door shut, buried the key...but now it stood open to her, and she knew it. And...he wasn't scared. Because he knew for a fact that as much as Cassie could trust him...he could also trust her in exactly the same way. It was an odd feeling, knowing that for a certainty, but it was comforting nonetheless. Terrifying, yes. But in a warm, exhilerating way. Or perhaps that was simply the pain from his gut wound screaming in his ears.
Of course, they could hardly spend the rest of the day staring longingly into each other's eyes, now could they? He would love to do so under normal circumstances, but he did not want to be stuck in the woods when the sun fell and the significantly nastier, more vicious Pokemon came out to hunt and prowl. Wild Pokemon could be very aggressive, even when they were used to Trainers, and he did not want to see what a feral nocturnal hunter could do in its home territory. So of course, they broke eye contact - though their hands stayed intertwined - and they resumed the long ascent up to the top of the cliff. Dante would love to say that it passed in a blissful state of euphoria, that he was floating on a cloud after his liaison with the most beautiful, strongest, most intelligent woman on the planet, and again ordinarily, that would be the case. Alas, it would be a lie. The pain in his gut returned with a vengeance - perhaps as revenge for ignoring it for so long - and every step Falcone took was literal torture. Every jostle sent a spike of pain through his gut, every breath he took was rattling and laboured, and he could swear that at several times, he felt one of his stitches nearly pop loose.
Judging by the lack of blood seeping through his shirt, that hadn't happened yet...but it was only a matter of time. His combination of adrenaline, awkward kissing position and the roughness of being carried up an uneven slope by a Pokemon more known for brute force than dexterity...well, it did not do much for his comfort regarding his gut wound, he'd say that much. Stars began to dance before his eyes, and though he was able to bite back his gasps and cries of pain - of which there were many - his hand was undeniably tight, almost white-knuckled, in Cassie's. His teeth grit so hard he thought they would crack, his nostrils flared and his eyes fluttering closed on several occasions when Falcone had to shift her weight to climb over a particularly large boulder in the path, and every step of searing agony that lanced through his body made every second feel like a blazing eternity. The sound of the forest faded away, replaced by the pulsing of blood in his ears and his own soft grunts of discomfort that were the only sounds of his pain. He even temporarily broke out into a soft sheen of sweat, too, but he refused to call for a break; they had dallied long enough, and they needed to reach camp by nightfall. He could endure. He had to.
Though the journey felt like an eternity, the burning in his gut eventually dulled to a low, aching throb as they found flatter ground, then came to a slow stop. He floated there in a hazy blur, focusing on his breathing to try and numb the pain, taking laboured, steady breaths and focusing on compartmentalising his discomfort. He took the pain, the physical sensations, and did his best to block them out, shoving them into a little box that he buried deep. It was still painful, and his body still felt like it was going to collapse...but hopefully he could at least think straight now that he had stopped being jolted and jostled everywhere. He blinked open his eyes just in time to see Cassie moving to support him - belatedly moving to fish himself unsteadily out of Falcone's arms - as he stepped onto the grassy exterior of what looked to be a den amongst the tree roots.
His knees nearly buckled beneath him as he tried to place his weight on his legs - a face full of grass being prevented only by Cassie's support and Falcone's timely intervention - and a wash of vertigo-induced dizziness crashed over him. The world span and his vision swam, struggling to see past the surface of the wavering world before he grit his teeth and forced it into focus. He grunted at the twinge in his gut, lines of fire spreading out from his wound - which were stubbornly ignored - as he staggered his way into the den and practically collapsed the first chance he got...which just so happened to be a bed that Cassie had forged for him. How long had he been in a daze outside in Falcone's arms? He actually felt a little embarrassed, then, but he dare not voice it. He doubted Cassie would be happy that he was denigrating himself for having a life-threatening gut-wound.
Of course, his mind soon drifted to Cassie as soon as he was able to think of anything past the crash of relief he felt at finally being able to stop moving, and he turned his head to look at her (with difficulty) through the lingering stars in his vision. She had gotten some healing from Ryu, it seemed, since her arm was now in practically perfect working order. Smart, of course, given that his wound was going to take significantly more energy and they needed at least one of them to be guaranteed to be in fighting shape...though he did feel a little embarrassed and useless that he was - at that moment - more of a burden than a help. He forced himself to sit upright a little, leaning on a nearby root - which made his gut twinge again, though mercifully not as much as before - and took a deep, rasping breath. "No," he said ruefully, "Healing is...one thing that Sylveons...do not excel at." He sighed softly. "She has Heal Bell...which can...keep the wound from becoming infected...but I fear that for the most part...we shall have to allow nature...to take its course...with my wound."
He grunted as he shifted his weight, then winced. "I apologise, Cassie," he said quietly, "It seems that for the foreseeable future...I will be more of a hindrance than anything." He looked away, frowning. He had plans for everything, contingencies for any eventuality...he had survived in the wild for months at a time before, and here he was, bedridden from a gut wound. If Cassie wasn't there, he'd have been dead for sure. And yet...here she was, putting her own survival at risk for him. What had he actually contributed yet? What had he done to improve their chances of survival? Nothing that she couldn't have done herself. "I have a feeling that you shall be...shouldering the bulk of this...survival attempt," he said softly between deep, steadying breaths to keep the pain at bay, "I apologise...that I have not yet...been of more help." Of course, he was happy that she was capable and could survive. But it was a bitter taste in his mouth that for all his preparation...he was a handicap, pure and simple. It was not a pleasant realisation to come to, especially when the life of somebody he loved hung in the balance. He would have to work out some way to contribute to their chances of survival...he just didn't know what that would entail yet. But he knew one thing for certain; he'd need to work it out bloody fast, for both of their sakes.