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Papers. Fluttering helplessly at the mercy of the wind. Dragging. Faded. Letter by letter, typed in by labor. Now lost and forgotten, worn away by sun and rain. Waiting for its day to be picked up and read again. Or perhaps, thrown away. Just to put an end to it all. Something that once told a story, captivated people with its words, now nothing more but an empty page to our disposal. Like the memories of many people, once fresh and new in their minds. But slowly, they fade, until nothing significant remained. This was not the case for Cassandra Michaels. Though the false, deceitful words had faded, and the painful, traumatic memories had aged, she still remembered what they'd once said, what they'd once been, and they remained fresh, new, and raw in her mind and heart. And they always will be. Because memories like those, they were eternal. As eternal as the scars that deformed her hands, as new and raw as the deep gashes, bruises and welts hidden beneath her coat. They told her to keep it hidden if she didn't want any more trouble. But at that point, she didn't even have anything to lose anymore. Keeping them from sight simply to avoid questioning gazes. Vindictive, accusing glances.
Fingers rippling with the remainders of third degree burns clutched the trenchcoat wrapped around her body tightly. Bare without gloves to hide them. Hanging on for dear life. The plane she boarded to Unova experienced heavy turbulence. From her window seat, Cassie gazed out the window, orbs of gray plastered thick with anguish matched the color of the sky outside. But her eyes, framed with dark circles, were the only thing that showed emotion. Or perhaps, it just hurt her battered face too much to contort. Her hair, as wild as ever, was now short, yet crudely cut. Uneven in length with the back being much shorter than the front. But that was to be expected when you got a haircut from a Scyther that was trying to take your head off. It tickled her face and caressed her cuts gently as she sat limp, and soon slumped over in her seat.
The violent rocking soon steadied, and Cassie shakily let out a breath, allowing her head to lean back against the headrest. Her eyes stung when she closed them, yet, she was so exhausted. She couldn't even remember the last time she'd gotten any sleep. Every time she would almost be able to fall into the embrace of sleep, that blasted cell door banging shocked her awake. Even now, after her release from that forsaken Rocket base. Even as just a traumatic hallucination that was permanently burned in her mind, it kept her from getting any well deserved rest. Keeping her mind just scrambled enough to not be able to hold a proper conversation. Her fingers soon tangled themselves in her hair, pressing against her scalp and tugging none too gently to metaphorically unclog the back up in her head, or perhaps they were simply keen on pulling all her hair out while her eyes watched a stewardess gather the remains of the in-flight meal. She couldn't remember the last time she had a proper meal, either. Her eyes drifted blankly to the stewardess moving down the isle with her cart, and wandered some more to the passenger sitting next to her, who was reading a newspaper from a week ago. Around the same time she was released from Team Rocket's clutches after three months of torture. A day after a headline on a newspaper owned by the Rocket Company landed her in trial for gym badge fraud.
The headline, it read, 'Ace Trainer Tried for Gym Badge Fraud! Final Verdict? 50 Million Pokemon Dollars!'
It was a dull thump to her head. One that echoed, and rang in hollowness like a bell that brought so much pain to the trainer. Yes, Team Rocket knew just how to torture her. In their eyes, she was a threat to be destroyed, and a source of information to be exploited. But when they found out she had no gold to share, well, she was just a toy to completely obliterate. And they obliterated her good. So good, Cassie couldn't help but respect their tactics. She wondered if it was a blessing or a curse that she knew very little about Curt, Sai, and Jacob. She practically only knew their first names. Nothing valuable to be shared to Team Rocket. She didn't know where they lived, where they were born, who their families were, heck she didn't even know their last names! But that, was exactly why she didn't blame them. She didn't blame them for not trying to look for her. She didn't blame them for not trying to rescue her. She didn't blame them for the torture of hope that they would come barging in, or in a disguise, to get her out. They didn't even have her contacts, and she doubted they were even still in Kalos. Why would they even care? In her heart, she wondered if she'd been more open with them, if she'd just taken the chance to get to know them better, or... Or asked them if they were friends. How different would things be? And it was then Cassie realized how truly alone she was in the world.
And after Team Rocket had done those heartless acts to her, she didn't even have a reason to go on anymore.
To name a few of the lesser evils, she was now on the verge of bankruptcy, after being fined 50 million dollars for something she didn't do. The public now saw her as a despicable human being who, according to witness testimonies during the trial (all Team Rocket approved, no doubt), didn't even raise her own Pokemon, but traded the fake gym badges she supposedly manufactured for the strong Pokemon she owned, and never even challenged a gym in her life; that the badges in her badge case were all fakes. She lost her trainer card, badge cases, and status as a Pokemon trainer in general, and probably won't be allowed another reapplication any time soon.
It broke her, yet the worst part was, that wasn't even the worst part.
The worst part will always, from now until forever, haunt her. Follow her to her grave. Stay with her in death. Nothing hurt her more, than those two events Team Rocket had set up.
Fortunately, before her mind could fester any further, the plane had touched down, a bit too roughly for Cassie's liking. By now, you're probably wondering how someone on the verge of bankruptcy could afford a plane ticket to Unova. Well, that was because she didn't. It was paid for, by her father. The brilliant scientist, Ben Michaels, who was beginning his new position as a lecturer at one of Unova's most prestigious universities. She never went to school at all herself, but she supposed that would've been what her mother called an unnecessary waste of time, given she'd been taught everything from practical to theoretical studies, first hand by her own parents (who legally qualified as accredited educators) during her nomadic lifestyle as a child. Maybe that was why she never had any human friends, or why she was such a lousy one that didn't even deserve rescuing.
The seatbelt lights were finally extinguished, and Cassie allowed the passengers in the middle and isle seat to get out first. She didn't want to brush against the bodies that were forcing their way to the exit, and she definitely had no intention of getting her foot ran over by someone's luggage. So she waited until the cramped economy class section was clear before she took her pink messenger bag and dismounted. She hailed a cab, but only rode in it for so long before getting off again when the cab fares neared her maximum budget. The remainder of the way, she walked. Despite it being a week since she was freed from the Rocket base, she still had limps and injured joints here and there. But being outside of Kalos was a refreshing change. Nobody stared. Nobody even looked. Here, it seemed her problems couldn't touch her.
Eventually she happened upon the university gates, entering and hopping on the first bus she could find to the designated building mentioned in her TransReceiver. Her feet ached by then. Too far out of practice and strength. She'd be losing much more energy and body heat if it weren't for her brown trenchcoat. The ride felt much longer than it should've been, before she finally reached her destination. She walked quickly to a map of the building, and just as quickly racewalked down the halls, looking and feeling small as a mouse. She kept her head down, and her eyes set forward, avoiding students with piles of books in their hands, but her pace was quickly draining her stamina. As her vision blurred slightly, she collided into a student, a male from what she could tell, that she didn't spare a moment to glance at. "Sorry." She uttered with her tired voice, and made down the hall without looking back.
Until... There it was. Her father's office. Michaels, it said on the tag. Cassie raised a hand, hesitated, and finally grasped the door handle firmly in her clutch. She drew in a shaky breath, and opened the door. If she'd been frail before, now, in the face of her father's gaze, she quivered like a leaf. Her eyes were already stinging, her body wanting desperately to run into her father's arms and cry like a little girl. But she restrained herself, and kept steady. Cassie urged herself to look Ben in the eyes, but couldn't find the strength inside of her to do so. Because she'd inherited his eyes, and she didn't want him to see what she'd done to them. "Please, come in." He said with his deep, controlled voice. With her head hanging, Cassie took a brave step inside and shut the door behind her.
It seemed nowadays, her eyes were always wet. But she couldn't help it. And now after everything that'd happened, she realized that that was who she was. A crybaby who put up walls to look tough and competent. "It's... Been a while, Cassie." Hearing her father say her name made her cringe inwardly, as if his voice was now too good to say her name. Especially that nicknamed that she preferred. "I heard everything from your mother." Cassie felt her heart twist.
"You're a liar!"
She quickly sucked in a breath. The scream, her mother's voice, so real in her ears. Those burning, electric blue eyes. She fought harder to keep her tears from falling. "I... Didn't... Do it..." Cassie said, very quietly, as if to remind herself what the truth really was. Despite this, she didn't dare look to her father; an intelligent, attractive man who seemed untouched by time. As usual, he was sharply dressed in a vest and tie, his bangs left frayed over his forehead in a loose, yet casual way. Cassie knew he was a soon to be favorite in the university. And she should've also known that he was sharp enough to hear anything and everything that came out of her mouth.
"I know, love." But his words were hollow. There was a heaviness there. Like a certain hopefulness, but, also restraint. Because Ben was a man of fact. He put his head over his heart, and though his heart wanted desperately to believe her, the facts showed otherwise. Yet, there was that paternal side of him, his instinct that knew better. That his wise, intelligent daughter had been taught better and knew better. That she wasn't possibly stupid enough to do something like that. Jeanne was much more impulsive, and Cassie hoped, she prayed that her father could see and trust his instincts. Just for this one time. Finally her eyes, lifted. Gray to gray. And Ben saw there wasn't a trace or hint of guilt in them. There was simply anguish, and pain, and hopelessness.
The man of thought swallowed. There was an overwhelming feeling flooding his chest, wanting to help his helpless little girl, but there was the disciplinarian side of him who kept him leaned against his desk. "But, one does not land in trouble without doing something to deserve it. I want you to overcome this, and grow from it." Cassie could see her father's resolve breaking, and she watched his Adam's apple bob on his throat. "What a beautiful thing that would be." He shut his eyes for a moment. He was the one who broke the gaze, and that meant something to Cassie. "But, I suppose I should get to the point of your invitation here."
Her eyes followed Ben's hands as he pulled something from his vest pocket. It was a purple velvet pouch. As he extended the pouch over to her, Cassie stepped forward and outstretched her hand, palm up. The moment he placed the pouch on her hand, she could hear the crisp rustle of paper, and the clang of metal. Immediately, the young woman drew in a breath. "M-... Money..." Flew out of her mouth before she could stop it; something she needed desperately. After her trial, she'd been living off of nothing more than granola bars. Heck, she'd been sleeping in Anistar Pokemon Centers after coming home one day and seeing what people had done to it. "Is this... From you?"
"From your mother, actually. I pitched in, of course." Ben explained, clasping her hand in his and giving it a comforting squeeze. "To get you back up on your feet, and... Get some more meat on your bones."
Cassie closed her tired eyes, absorbing the warmth from her father's hand, before she reminded herself that she needed to wake up from the dream and return to the nightmare. So she pulled her hand back, but instead, came her father's arms engulfing her in a hug. Cassie gasped, and this allowed her to inhale her father's scent; hearths and edelweiss, and she told herself to remember that well. Because that hug, the money, and his softened resolve? It was all a farewell.
Cassandra Michaels was no longer a Michaels. She was not Cassandra, Ms Sandra, or Lady Michaels. She was just Cassie. A girl who'd been disowned by her own family.
Cassie left the office with tears rolling down her cheeks, clutching the pouch close to her chest as she hurried down the hall yet again. She turned for the courtyard, for a shortcut through the grass, and stopped when a drop of water fell on her head. The young woman stopped, and looked up. Gray clouds had begun to roll in, precipitating cold drops of rain as they went. Out there in the open, people could see her easily. They'd be able to see how her coat was swept by the wind, and see how she only had one, empty Pokeball on her belt.
A ghost in the building storm. By the time rain engulfed the area, she was nowhere in sight. Was this the worst part? No, it was only half of it.
Prologue
Papers. Fluttering helplessly at the mercy of the wind. Dragging. Faded. Letter by letter, typed in by labor. Now lost and forgotten, worn away by sun and rain. Waiting for its day to be picked up and read again. Or perhaps, thrown away. Just to put an end to it all. Something that once told a story, captivated people with its words, now nothing more but an empty page to our disposal. Like the memories of many people, once fresh and new in their minds. But slowly, they fade, until nothing significant remained. This was not the case for Cassandra Michaels. Though the false, deceitful words had faded, and the painful, traumatic memories had aged, she still remembered what they'd once said, what they'd once been, and they remained fresh, new, and raw in her mind and heart. And they always will be. Because memories like those, they were eternal. As eternal as the scars that deformed her hands, as new and raw as the deep gashes, bruises and welts hidden beneath her coat. They told her to keep it hidden if she didn't want any more trouble. But at that point, she didn't even have anything to lose anymore. Keeping them from sight simply to avoid questioning gazes. Vindictive, accusing glances.
Fingers rippling with the remainders of third degree burns clutched the trenchcoat wrapped around her body tightly. Bare without gloves to hide them. Hanging on for dear life. The plane she boarded to Unova experienced heavy turbulence. From her window seat, Cassie gazed out the window, orbs of gray plastered thick with anguish matched the color of the sky outside. But her eyes, framed with dark circles, were the only thing that showed emotion. Or perhaps, it just hurt her battered face too much to contort. Her hair, as wild as ever, was now short, yet crudely cut. Uneven in length with the back being much shorter than the front. But that was to be expected when you got a haircut from a Scyther that was trying to take your head off. It tickled her face and caressed her cuts gently as she sat limp, and soon slumped over in her seat.
The violent rocking soon steadied, and Cassie shakily let out a breath, allowing her head to lean back against the headrest. Her eyes stung when she closed them, yet, she was so exhausted. She couldn't even remember the last time she'd gotten any sleep. Every time she would almost be able to fall into the embrace of sleep, that blasted cell door banging shocked her awake. Even now, after her release from that forsaken Rocket base. Even as just a traumatic hallucination that was permanently burned in her mind, it kept her from getting any well deserved rest. Keeping her mind just scrambled enough to not be able to hold a proper conversation. Her fingers soon tangled themselves in her hair, pressing against her scalp and tugging none too gently to metaphorically unclog the back up in her head, or perhaps they were simply keen on pulling all her hair out while her eyes watched a stewardess gather the remains of the in-flight meal. She couldn't remember the last time she had a proper meal, either. Her eyes drifted blankly to the stewardess moving down the isle with her cart, and wandered some more to the passenger sitting next to her, who was reading a newspaper from a week ago. Around the same time she was released from Team Rocket's clutches after three months of torture. A day after a headline on a newspaper owned by the Rocket Company landed her in trial for gym badge fraud.
The headline, it read, 'Ace Trainer Tried for Gym Badge Fraud! Final Verdict? 50 Million Pokemon Dollars!'
It was a dull thump to her head. One that echoed, and rang in hollowness like a bell that brought so much pain to the trainer. Yes, Team Rocket knew just how to torture her. In their eyes, she was a threat to be destroyed, and a source of information to be exploited. But when they found out she had no gold to share, well, she was just a toy to completely obliterate. And they obliterated her good. So good, Cassie couldn't help but respect their tactics. She wondered if it was a blessing or a curse that she knew very little about Curt, Sai, and Jacob. She practically only knew their first names. Nothing valuable to be shared to Team Rocket. She didn't know where they lived, where they were born, who their families were, heck she didn't even know their last names! But that, was exactly why she didn't blame them. She didn't blame them for not trying to look for her. She didn't blame them for not trying to rescue her. She didn't blame them for the torture of hope that they would come barging in, or in a disguise, to get her out. They didn't even have her contacts, and she doubted they were even still in Kalos. Why would they even care? In her heart, she wondered if she'd been more open with them, if she'd just taken the chance to get to know them better, or... Or asked them if they were friends. How different would things be? And it was then Cassie realized how truly alone she was in the world.
And after Team Rocket had done those heartless acts to her, she didn't even have a reason to go on anymore.
To name a few of the lesser evils, she was now on the verge of bankruptcy, after being fined 50 million dollars for something she didn't do. The public now saw her as a despicable human being who, according to witness testimonies during the trial (all Team Rocket approved, no doubt), didn't even raise her own Pokemon, but traded the fake gym badges she supposedly manufactured for the strong Pokemon she owned, and never even challenged a gym in her life; that the badges in her badge case were all fakes. She lost her trainer card, badge cases, and status as a Pokemon trainer in general, and probably won't be allowed another reapplication any time soon.
It broke her, yet the worst part was, that wasn't even the worst part.
The worst part will always, from now until forever, haunt her. Follow her to her grave. Stay with her in death. Nothing hurt her more, than those two events Team Rocket had set up.
Fortunately, before her mind could fester any further, the plane had touched down, a bit too roughly for Cassie's liking. By now, you're probably wondering how someone on the verge of bankruptcy could afford a plane ticket to Unova. Well, that was because she didn't. It was paid for, by her father. The brilliant scientist, Ben Michaels, who was beginning his new position as a lecturer at one of Unova's most prestigious universities. She never went to school at all herself, but she supposed that would've been what her mother called an unnecessary waste of time, given she'd been taught everything from practical to theoretical studies, first hand by her own parents (who legally qualified as accredited educators) during her nomadic lifestyle as a child. Maybe that was why she never had any human friends, or why she was such a lousy one that didn't even deserve rescuing.
The seatbelt lights were finally extinguished, and Cassie allowed the passengers in the middle and isle seat to get out first. She didn't want to brush against the bodies that were forcing their way to the exit, and she definitely had no intention of getting her foot ran over by someone's luggage. So she waited until the cramped economy class section was clear before she took her pink messenger bag and dismounted. She hailed a cab, but only rode in it for so long before getting off again when the cab fares neared her maximum budget. The remainder of the way, she walked. Despite it being a week since she was freed from the Rocket base, she still had limps and injured joints here and there. But being outside of Kalos was a refreshing change. Nobody stared. Nobody even looked. Here, it seemed her problems couldn't touch her.
Eventually she happened upon the university gates, entering and hopping on the first bus she could find to the designated building mentioned in her TransReceiver. Her feet ached by then. Too far out of practice and strength. She'd be losing much more energy and body heat if it weren't for her brown trenchcoat. The ride felt much longer than it should've been, before she finally reached her destination. She walked quickly to a map of the building, and just as quickly racewalked down the halls, looking and feeling small as a mouse. She kept her head down, and her eyes set forward, avoiding students with piles of books in their hands, but her pace was quickly draining her stamina. As her vision blurred slightly, she collided into a student, a male from what she could tell, that she didn't spare a moment to glance at. "Sorry." She uttered with her tired voice, and made down the hall without looking back.
Until... There it was. Her father's office. Michaels, it said on the tag. Cassie raised a hand, hesitated, and finally grasped the door handle firmly in her clutch. She drew in a shaky breath, and opened the door. If she'd been frail before, now, in the face of her father's gaze, she quivered like a leaf. Her eyes were already stinging, her body wanting desperately to run into her father's arms and cry like a little girl. But she restrained herself, and kept steady. Cassie urged herself to look Ben in the eyes, but couldn't find the strength inside of her to do so. Because she'd inherited his eyes, and she didn't want him to see what she'd done to them. "Please, come in." He said with his deep, controlled voice. With her head hanging, Cassie took a brave step inside and shut the door behind her.
It seemed nowadays, her eyes were always wet. But she couldn't help it. And now after everything that'd happened, she realized that that was who she was. A crybaby who put up walls to look tough and competent. "It's... Been a while, Cassie." Hearing her father say her name made her cringe inwardly, as if his voice was now too good to say her name. Especially that nicknamed that she preferred. "I heard everything from your mother." Cassie felt her heart twist.
"You're a liar!"
She quickly sucked in a breath. The scream, her mother's voice, so real in her ears. Those burning, electric blue eyes. She fought harder to keep her tears from falling. "I... Didn't... Do it..." Cassie said, very quietly, as if to remind herself what the truth really was. Despite this, she didn't dare look to her father; an intelligent, attractive man who seemed untouched by time. As usual, he was sharply dressed in a vest and tie, his bangs left frayed over his forehead in a loose, yet casual way. Cassie knew he was a soon to be favorite in the university. And she should've also known that he was sharp enough to hear anything and everything that came out of her mouth.
"I know, love." But his words were hollow. There was a heaviness there. Like a certain hopefulness, but, also restraint. Because Ben was a man of fact. He put his head over his heart, and though his heart wanted desperately to believe her, the facts showed otherwise. Yet, there was that paternal side of him, his instinct that knew better. That his wise, intelligent daughter had been taught better and knew better. That she wasn't possibly stupid enough to do something like that. Jeanne was much more impulsive, and Cassie hoped, she prayed that her father could see and trust his instincts. Just for this one time. Finally her eyes, lifted. Gray to gray. And Ben saw there wasn't a trace or hint of guilt in them. There was simply anguish, and pain, and hopelessness.
The man of thought swallowed. There was an overwhelming feeling flooding his chest, wanting to help his helpless little girl, but there was the disciplinarian side of him who kept him leaned against his desk. "But, one does not land in trouble without doing something to deserve it. I want you to overcome this, and grow from it." Cassie could see her father's resolve breaking, and she watched his Adam's apple bob on his throat. "What a beautiful thing that would be." He shut his eyes for a moment. He was the one who broke the gaze, and that meant something to Cassie. "But, I suppose I should get to the point of your invitation here."
Her eyes followed Ben's hands as he pulled something from his vest pocket. It was a purple velvet pouch. As he extended the pouch over to her, Cassie stepped forward and outstretched her hand, palm up. The moment he placed the pouch on her hand, she could hear the crisp rustle of paper, and the clang of metal. Immediately, the young woman drew in a breath. "M-... Money..." Flew out of her mouth before she could stop it; something she needed desperately. After her trial, she'd been living off of nothing more than granola bars. Heck, she'd been sleeping in Anistar Pokemon Centers after coming home one day and seeing what people had done to it. "Is this... From you?"
"From your mother, actually. I pitched in, of course." Ben explained, clasping her hand in his and giving it a comforting squeeze. "To get you back up on your feet, and... Get some more meat on your bones."
Cassie closed her tired eyes, absorbing the warmth from her father's hand, before she reminded herself that she needed to wake up from the dream and return to the nightmare. So she pulled her hand back, but instead, came her father's arms engulfing her in a hug. Cassie gasped, and this allowed her to inhale her father's scent; hearths and edelweiss, and she told herself to remember that well. Because that hug, the money, and his softened resolve? It was all a farewell.
Cassandra Michaels was no longer a Michaels. She was not Cassandra, Ms Sandra, or Lady Michaels. She was just Cassie. A girl who'd been disowned by her own family.
Cassie left the office with tears rolling down her cheeks, clutching the pouch close to her chest as she hurried down the hall yet again. She turned for the courtyard, for a shortcut through the grass, and stopped when a drop of water fell on her head. The young woman stopped, and looked up. Gray clouds had begun to roll in, precipitating cold drops of rain as they went. Out there in the open, people could see her easily. They'd be able to see how her coat was swept by the wind, and see how she only had one, empty Pokeball on her belt.
A ghost in the building storm. By the time rain engulfed the area, she was nowhere in sight. Was this the worst part? No, it was only half of it.
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