She didn't look up, she didn't want anyone to see. Her eyes were glowing - yet another piece of evidence that she was strange - giving her even more reason to hide.
"It's... not.. just you.. it's a lot of things... just.. kinda.. uh..." She couldn't get much coherent language across.
Clenching her fists, she closed her eyes once more.
Big girls don't cry.
"It's..." she looked up, her eyes still closed - "complicated."
She sighed. "So... you might have heard of magic-capable beings with their powers intertwined with their emotions. They're very rare, very powerful, and very dangerous. Well.. I happen to be one of those mistakes in existence. As you can see." She laughed bitterly.
"So... whenever I get scared, or sad, or angry, or very excited, I sometimes make things happen without really wanting them to. That's why the snow started falling, why it started getting cold. And that's what made you sad, isn't it? Something about the situation, bringing back a memory?" Her eyes opened again, as they flickered blue slightly. Memories of her past flashed through her head subconsciously, making her even more upset.
"It just makes me feel horrible when I accidentally hurt someone. And it's all because of my dumb luck. I just so happened to be the one freaking member of my species with power like this. Ruby is a Rainbow Luxien, and she's normal. Raven has Luxien blood, and she's normal. Adelyn..." her voice seemed to catch when she said the name - "she was normal. But me? No, I can't go a single day without hurting someone. Physically or emotionally."
She was silent for a moment, before laughing bitterly. "I sound like a complete wimp, don't I? Ah... that's... another thing about me. I can talk forever when I'm feeling emotional. I shouldn't be dumping my personal hell on you."