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Chapter 77 - Junko Shirogetsu

Thursday, October 19th

In hindsight, dragging everyone out for a day of shopping probably wasn’t my best idea. But could you blame me? After the all the bomb drops on the rooftop, we’d have imploded if we didn’t do something to blow off steam. The tension had been thick enough to choke on, and even now, walking through the wide glass doors of the clothing store, I could feel an wave of awkwardness clinging to us like static.

“I promise this will be fun, ladies” I said, spinning around to face Kotori, Hoshino, and Mizuko, who all looked varying degrees of unimpressed. Kotori shuffled nervously behind Hoshino like she was considering bolting, while Mizuko crossed her arms, an expression on her face I was all too familiar with – she was clearly humouring me out of obligation. Hoshino, as usual, looked like she was above it all, but I could tell she was trying not to roll her eyes too hard.

“Fun,” Mizuko repeated dryly, raising an eyebrow. “Of course. This is precisely how I imagined spending my free time.”

“Oh, come on,” I said, grabbing a random hat off a rack and jamming it on my head. “Look! Fashion. It’s a whole world of self-expression and—”

Hoshino snorted. “Junko, that looks like a leftover prop from a bad detective movie.”

I turned to the mirror and realized the hat was about three sizes too big and looked ridiculous perched on my head. I grinned.

“Detective Junko, on the case.”

That got a small chuckle out of Kotori, and I counted it as a win.

“See? Yami-san gets it. Let’s loosen up a little, yeah? Who knows—maybe we’ll find something that isn’t horrible.”

It started slow. Kotori lingered by the edges of the group, her movements tentative as she poked through racks of clothes. Mizuko sighed as though she had a million better things to do but begrudgingly started flipping through a stack of blouses. But Hoshino, surprisingly, was the first to dive in, her competitive streak shining as she seemingly made it her personal mission to find the most outrageous outfits and show them off.

The ice cracked when she emerged from the dressing room, slightly nervously, in a sequined blazer and neon green pants.

“Behold,” she announced, striking a pose, “the future of fashion.”

I burst out laughing, nearly doubling over. Even Mizuko cracked a smile, shaking her head.

“You look like you got attacked by a craft store.” I quipped between breaths.

Hoshino smirked, her surprisingly endearing shyness melting away. “Bold of you to assume it didn’t happen on purpose.”

From there, things gradually started to warm up. Hoshino, clearly embracing the whole ordeal, looked at me and challenged me to try on something “totally unhinged,” which led to me wobbling out in platform heels I could barely walk in, Mizuko having to steady me like an infant taking their first steps.

Kotori, still hesitant, was eventually coaxed into trying on a vintage-style dress that made her look like she’d stepped out of an old romance movie – but I’d be lying if I said she didn’t make it work. The way she blushed when Hoshino and I complimented her was downright adorable.

“See? Told you this would be fun,” I said, elbowing Mizuko as we all gathered near the mirrors.

She rolled her eyes but didn’t argue. “Just don’t get used to this. I’ve been on too many of these ‘fashion excursions’ of yours to count,”

But even as she said it, I could see the corners of her lips twitching like she was fighting back a grin. Sure, moments like this didn’t fix everything - but at least, for now, it felt like we were finally starting to breathe again.


Liu Katoru

Sitting on the bench outside the store with Nakamura and Arthur was probably the least exciting thing I’d done all week. And considering the week involved fighting for my life in a literal nightmare realm, that was saying something.

I slouched, arms draped over the backrest, and stared at the shopping bags piled at our feet.

“You know,” I muttered, “if I’d known we’d be on bag duty, I would’ve followed Daisuke when he split.”

Arthur chuckled. “I think you’d have found an excuse no matter what.”

“Probably.”

Nakamura yawned, leaning back and tipping his head toward the sky through the mall’s glassy roof.

“Still better than running from all those Noise, though. At least the biggest danger here is accidentally buying something ugly.”

“Unless Junko gets ideas,” I said with a grin. “Then we’re all doomed.”

Arthur smirked, but the conversation was going nowhere fast. Feeling a little restless, I decided to shake things up.

“So,” I said, turning to Arthur with a pointed look, “you and Yami-san, huh?”

It took a few seconds for the implication to sink in, but once it did, his face instantly turned red. “W-what? No! We’re just friends!”

“Sure, sure,” I said, leaning back and folding my arms. “You’re ‘just friends.’ That’s why she practically hid behind you on the walk here, right? Looked like you were her emotional support animal or something.”

Nakamura, catching my tone, joined in with a sly grin. “And don’t forget how lost she looked when Junko dragged her off. Almost like a puppy being taken from its owner.”

Arthur groaned, burying his face in his hands. “You two are impossible.”

We laughed, but Arthur’s comment about Kotori struck a chord. “Honestly,” he said, his voice softening, “I don’t think she grew up with many friends. Stuff like this… it’s probably all new to her.”

I nodded, finding myself relating more than I expected. “Yeah. I get that. The last time I hung out with anyone outside like this was… Akio. The day before he died.”

The air shifted, the light-hearted teasing evaporating. Arthur and Nakamura exchanged glances, their expressions softening.

“Before that,” I continued, “it was Mizuo, my sister. A month or two before she… well, you know. Went the same way.” I forced a small, self-deprecating smile. “Guess I’ve got a habit of losing people. The ‘Liu effect,’ or something.”

Arthur shook his head, patting my shoulder. “Come on. Don’t do that to yourself.”

“Yeah,” Nakamura added. “Trust me, no one’s buying life insurance because of you.”

They meant well, but it didn’t stop the pang in my chest. “Thanks, guys,” I said quietly.

“Mizuo…” Nakamura suddenly said, his voice barely above a whisper.

I glanced at him, noticing the way his posture stiffened. “You okay?”

He blinked and quickly shook his head. “Yeah. Fine.”

“You sure?” Arthur pressed, frowning.

Before Nakamura could answer, he pointed across the street. “Hey, check that out.”

We followed his gaze to an arcade, where a crowd had gathered around one of the machines. There was cheering and clapping, and Nakamura immediately got to his feet.

“Let’s see what’s going on,” he said, already walking away.

“Uh, okay?” Arthur called after him.

I raised an eyebrow. “What was that about?”

“No idea,” Arthur muttered, standing up and motioning for me to follow. “Let’s go find out.”

I nodded, but something about Nakamura’s reaction left me uneasy.


Junko Shirogetsu

The arcade was alive with noise, lights flashing, the murmur of crowds, and the high-energy music pumping through the speakers. After an afternoon of clothes shopping, a stop at a café, and too many stares from the people we passed, we had ended up here – at the dance machine, of all places.

We barely made it three steps into the arcade when Liu and Arthur approached us. Their expressions said it all—Ryota had gone off somewhere, and judging by Arthur’s faint grimace and Liu’s amused shrug, it wasn’t just to play air hockey.

“Let me guess,” Hoshino muttered, folding her arms. “Ryota got distracted.”

Arthur scratched the back of his neck. “He’s... nearby. Let’s just say he’s found something that caught his attention.”

“Something?” I raised an eyebrow. “Or someone?”

Liu chuckled. “You’ll see. He’s not far.”

I sighed. With Ryota, it could’ve been anything—a flashy machine, some obscure contest, or some poor unsuspecting soul he’d roped into one of his antics.

“Where is he?”

“Over there.” Arthur nodded toward the far side of the arcade, where a large crowd was gathering.

The thumping bassline of some electronic track pulsed through the air as we approached. The machine at the center of the commotion was new, its neon lights flashing and synchronized to the beat. A massive screen above the machine displayed a stylized silhouette leaping and twirling across an animated dancefloor.

But it wasn’t the game itself that had drawn the crowd—it was the girl playing it.

Ryota was perched on the edge of the scene, clapping along with the beat, clearly enthralled. The girl on the platform was a blur of movement, her feet pounding the illuminated tiles in perfect synchronization with the music. She was magnetic, her confident energy pulling the crowd in like moths to a flame.

Then I saw her face.

My blood turned to ice.

Her hair was tied up in a sleek, high ponytail, her stylish outfit a far cry from the armor she’d been wearing the last time we’d crossed paths. But there was no mistaking her. The sharp glint in her eyes, the way she carried herself, the precise control in every motion—it was her.

The woman we’d fought last night.

My gaze darted to Hoshino. She’d frozen in place, her knuckles whitening as she clenched her fists. She recognized her too..

What the hell was she doing here?

“Junko?” Arthur’s voice pulled me back to reality. “You okay? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

I forced myself to blink, trying to suppress the storm raging inside me. “I’m fine,” I muttered.

Arthur didn’t look convinced, but before he could press further, Liu let out a low whistle. “Wow. She’s good,” he said, watching as she spun effortlessly on the platform, hitting every step with pinpoint accuracy. “Think Ryota’s going to challenge her?”

“Knowing him? Definitely,” Arthur said, his lips twitching into a smile.

But Ryota wasn’t the one the woman set her sights on. As the final beats of the track echoed through the arcade, she turned her head—and her gaze, by some cruel twist of fate, locked with mine.

My heart stopped.

Her eyes widened at first, but she quickly overwrote it with a smug smirk, stepping off the platform with the casual confidence of someone who owned the space around them. The crowd parted for her as she approached, her sharp eyes never leaving mine.

“…Impressive, huh?” she said, her voice smooth and taunting. “Think you can do better?”

The crowd erupted into cheers and whistles, urging me to take the challenge. My pulse quickened, every instinct screaming at me to walk away, to regroup, to figure out why she was here. But I couldn’t move. It wasn’t fear holding me in place—it was anger. She didn’t just recognize me. She was challenging me. Brazenly, in front of everyone.

Hoshino stepped closer to me, her voice low and tense. “Junko, don’t.”

“She knows,” I hissed under my breath. “She knows exactly who we are.”

“Yeah, and she’s trying to bait you. Don’t fall for it.”

The crowd was growing louder, the cheers blending into a cacophony that made it impossible to think straight. My challenger tilted her head, her smirk widening as she took a step closer.

“What’s wrong?” she teased. “Scared you’ll lose?”

My fists clenched at my sides.

“Junko,” Hoshino warned, her tone sharp. “This isn’t the time.”

But it was too late.

I stepped forward, my voice cutting through the noise.

“Fine. Let’s see what you’ve got.” I said, taking off my jacket and handing it into Hoshino’s weary arms.

The crowd erupted again, parting to make way for us as I stepped onto the platform. Her smirk never faltered, her eyes gleaming with amusement—and something darker I didn’t recognize.

But there was one thing I could tell, more than anything – that this was no longer just a game.

This was a message.


“You sure you want to do this… Junko? I wouldn’t want your boyfriend over there to think you’re distracted.”

I rolled my eyes but couldn't hide the flash of irritation that flickered through me. She was talking about Ryota, of course. Not only that, she knew my name and the nature of our relationship. I could already feel his eyes on me, his focus unwavering, even as the lights of the arcade spun around us.

“Keep your eyes off him,” I shot back, stepping onto the dance pad, “He’s just a boy with bad taste.”

The teasing smile in her eyes only deepened.

“We both know you’re lying,” she said, her voice dripping with amusement. “But hey, it’s not like I’m judging you or anything. You’ve got to hold onto something, right?”

She said it like it was a joke, but I wasn’t laughing.

"Shut up," I muttered, squaring my shoulders. "You’re on my turf now. You’ll need more than your little cat-and-mouse game to beat me."

The song started, the machine flashing bright neon colours as the beat kicked in. We were off, feet sliding and tapping to the rhythm, our bodies mirroring the moves, sweat beading on my brow as I pushed harder, faster, not wanting to give her an inch. It was clear she was talented. Her style was a blend of fluidity and precision, effortlessly matching the beat with every step.

And still, I pushed back.

The audience around us seemed to swell with excitement as we neared the final notes, both of us a blur of motion. Sweat trickled down the side of my face, my heart pounding, not just from the intensity of the game, but from the tension that hung in the air between us.

We reached the end of the song, and I felt the score flash across the screen.

A tie.

I stood there panting, glaring at her, my muscles aching but my resolve firm. She was staring right back, a dangerous smile on her face, her eyes sharp with competition and something deeper. It was the same look I had when I was ready to fight.

She was still playful as she wiped her brow. "You’re not bad. But are you ready for the next round?"

Before I could respond, the crowd started to disperse a little, people muttering and leaving. The arcade noise was louder now, almost muffling the conversation happening just a few feet away from us.

That was when she paused, her eyes suddenly shifting.

A tall, broad-shouldered woman appeared beside her. She looked serious, her gaze calculating as she watched the scene unfold. She said something to her, too low for me to catch, but it was enough to make my opponent glance at me one last time, a strange flicker of caution passing over her face.

"Come on, Aimi," the woman urged, "We should go."

Aimi smirked at me, practically daring me to stop them.

But something in me stilled. I was watching them carefully now, the weight of the situation sinking in. Aimi’s smirk faded as she caught sight of someone across the room, her eyes narrowing for the briefest of moments, before all traces of smugness disappeared from her face, replaced by something else—something I couldn’t quite place. Recognition? Curiosity? Fear?

I followed her gaze to find Kotori, of all people, meeting it. Just standing there…staring back at Aimi.

There was something heavy in her gaze in that moment, something unreadable. I wanted to know what was going through her head, but I didn’t have time to process it.

Then, before I could do anything, Aimi and the tall woman were turning away, making their exit. I wanted to call out to them, challenge them more, but the words stuck in my throat.

"That was her," Hoshino revealed, speaking up beside me as I stepped off the platform and rejoined the group. “The one we saw last night. And whoever she walked off with is definitely connected.”

I nodded, swallowing the lump in my throat. "Yeah… no question."

Nakamura was the first to speak up again. "S-Shouldn’t we should follow them? Figure out what they know about all of this?"

But even as he said it, there was hesitation in his voice. The crowd around us had thinned out, and I could feel the eyes of strangers on us now. We couldn’t follow them without making ourselves obvious.

There was no telling if Aimi and her friend were as powerful as Juno. Hell, there was no way to know what they were capable of in the real world, outside of the Hollow Night.

I looked back at the group, feeling a sudden wave of heaviness roll over me. This had started as a stupid, carefree outing – a break from all the insanity, a taste of normalcy.

But now, we were all too aware that this moment was fleeting.

"Well, that’s it then," I muttered, my tone flat, my chest tight with something that felt too close to defeat. "Looks like our little ‘vacation’ is over."

We had all been trying to pretend we could escape. Trying to pretend we were still human, that we were still kids who could laugh and joke around like we weren’t running for our lives in some twisted game.

But the night was closing in, and we all knew that things were about to get a lot darker.

Ryota placed a hand on my shoulder then, giving me a small, reassuring smile.

"Hey, at least you showed her what’s what. I’d say that’s a win, any day. You were like lightning up there."

I rolled my eyes, but the gesture was pointless when he could clearly see the faint smile tugging at my lips, shooting a stupidly adorable grin back at me and pulling me close.

As the group began to disperse, we all exchanged quiet goodbyes, promising to meet up again later – one way or another. Hoshino left with Liu, Kotori walked off with Arthur, and I found myself alongside Ryota, trailing behind Mizuko we headed in the opposite direction.

For a moment, I glanced back over my shoulder, half-expecting to see Aimi watching us from the shadows.

But there was nothing there.

In that moment, I felt Ryota’s hand brush mine. We both stiffened at first, evidently still trying to navigate the invisible maze of physical touch and its boundaries. Eventually I decided to stop overthinking things and hooked my fingers in between his, clasping them tight. His warm hand gripped mine back. It felt oddly comfortable.

And yet, I couldn’t shake the familiar feeling that the brief peace we’d found today was the calm before the storm.

After all, night was coming.
 
Chapter 78 - Eiji Hoshino

Thursday, October 19th

The walk home with Liu was quiet, but not in a comfortable way. The city around us buzzed with life—horns blaring, neon lights flashing, conversations overlapping into an endless hum—but the space between us felt almost hollow. My arms ached from the weight of the shopping bags I was carrying, and with every step, I cursed myself for letting Junko convince me to buy so much.

Half of this stuff wasn’t even my style. When would I ever wear a short floral dress? Or that cropped jacket with sleeves that barely reached my wrists? I could already picture my dad’s puzzled expression when he saw them, his usual gruffness masking his sheer confusion. What was I supposed to say? That I’d just felt like trying something new? That excuse might work on some parents, but not mine.

I sighed, shifting the bags in my hands as my thoughts drifted elsewhere. The woman we’d fought last night – ‘Aimi’, apparently, was her name. Seeing her again, out in broad daylight, had left a sour taste in my mouth. She was supposed to be one of the Hollow Night’s many mysteries, maybe someone above us in the game’s twisted hierarchy or maybe a renegade trying to ruin the game from the inside? And yet, she was just… walking around like a normal person, blending into the flow of the city like she belonged there. The thought unsettled me more than I wanted to admit. If she was here, how many others were too?

I scanned the crowd absentmindedly, my mind spinning with possibilities. Could any of these people be part of the Hollow Night? A teacher at school? Someone I passed by every day without a second thought? Could they even be—

“Hey, Hoshino,” Liu’s voice cut through my thoughts, snapping me back to reality.

I turned to him, raising an eyebrow. “What?”

“Let’s take a detour.” His lips curled into a smirk, mischief flickering in his eyes.

I narrowed my eyes at him, already skeptical. “Why?”

He shrugged. “Call it curiosity. Daisuke’s on a date, and I kinda want to see how that’s going.”

I blinked. “Daisuke. On a date.”

“Yeah,” Liu said, grinning now. “I mean, when’s the next time we’re ever gonna see something like that? Once in a lifetime event, Hoshino.”

I let out a short breath, somewhere between a sigh and a chuckle. “You’re ridiculous.”

“Come on,” he nudged my shoulder lightly. “Admit it, you’re a little curious.”

I hesitated, glancing down the road toward my usual path home. My dad would be expecting me soon. Then again… Daisuke did seem to know more about the Hollow Night than any of us. He had experience, knowledge we didn’t. And while I still wasn’t completely sure if I trusted him, the change in him since last night felt real. Liu was probably going to tell him what happened anyway. Maybe I could get some new information out of him while we were there.

“…Fine,” I finally said, adjusting my grip on the bags. “But if this is just a waste of time, you owe me for carrying all this crap around.”

Liu chuckled, stuffing his hands in his pockets. “Deal. Let’s go.”

I shook my head, allowing myself a small smirk as I followed him into the evening streets.



The evening air was still crisp, carrying with it the unmistakable scent of autumn—fallen leaves and the distant, smoky aroma of street food vendors lining the busier parts of Shibuya. The sun was dipping below the skyline now, the distant murmur of city life forming a constant backdrop to our walk.

My hands stayed wrapped around the shopping bag handles, eyes drifting toward Liu every now and then. He walked beside me with his usual lazy stride, hands shoved into his hoodie like he had nowhere particular to be, like he wasn’t even sure why he was here. For the past several minutes, we’d been making small talk—nothing important. Liu had this weird way of bouncing between topics, complaining about school one second and dryly roasting random strangers the next.

It was… oddly comfortable.

Then Daiki’s name came up.

I tilted my head slightly. “You and Daiki. How did that happen?”

Liu scratched at his cheek, fingers brushing over a faint scar near his jaw. “What, you mean how we met?”

“Yeah. I mean, he’s an idiot, but he’s our idiot. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you hang out with him at school, though.”

Liu was quiet for a moment, like he was weighing something. Then, finally, he muttered, “First year. I walked into school with a bruise on my face.”

I arched a brow. He stopped there, like he was waiting for me to ask why, but I didn’t bite. If he wanted to tell me, he would.

After a beat, Liu continued, “Didn’t take long for people to start whispering. Thug, delinquent, criminal—I heard it all. Didn’t matter if it was true or not. Got sick of it, so I asked to go to the nurse’s office. Said my cheek was hurting.”

I almost scoffed. “And?”

“They gave me an ice pack and told me to sit down.” He huffed a small laugh, shaking his head. “So I did. And right next to me? Some idiot with a matching bruise on the same cheek.”

I already knew where this was going. “Daiki.”

“Daiki,” Liu confirmed, smirking slightly. “He looks at me, I look at him, and first thing out of his mouth is, ‘What’re you in for?’ Like we were in some kind of detention centre.”

I sighed. “Sounds like him.”

“I tell him I got mugged in a bad part of town. It was a lie, but whatever.” Liu shrugged. “Then I ask him what his deal was.”

“And?”

Liu’s smirk turned sharp. “Apparently, ‘there’s no correct way to ask a girl’s cup size.’”

I groaned, rubbing my temples. “Of course. That’s so like him.”

“Yeah, I lost it. Started laughing so hard I nearly dropped the ice pack.” Liu shook his head fondly. “We started talking after that, and… I dunno. We just got along. He’s a dumbass, but he’s solid.”

I watched him for a moment. “Then why do you avoid him at school?”

Liu’s expression darkened slightly. “I don’t avoid him.”

“You never sit with him.”

“I don’t belong in that circle.”

There was something unspoken in those words. His hands shoved deeper into his hoodie, shoulders just a bit tenser. I opened my mouth to press, but before I could, he let something slip:

“Thanks to these damn panic attacks, I can barely go a full school day without running to the bathroom and—”

He stopped abruptly, his jaw tightening. His eyes flickered toward me, cautious, gauging my reaction. I didn’t say anything. I just let the silence sit between us, and suddenly, a lot of things started making sense. I was realizing now what had likely been happening that day in the school bathrooms when Liu had been accused of smoking.

Still, I didn’t push. Instead, after a few beats, I muttered, “You know, I wouldn’t mind introducing you to my friends.”

Liu blinked. “Huh?”

“If you can get along with Daiki, you’d probably be fine with the rest of them, too.”

Liu came to a dead stop in the middle of the sidewalk. I frowned, turning to look at him. “What?”

He didn’t answer. His face had shifted into something unreadable—like he was caught between surprise and something else entirely. But before I could press further, I saw his gaze flick past me, locking onto something ahead.

I followed his eyes—and my stomach dropped.

Just up ahead, on the street where ‘Cutie Pies’ was supposed to be, there was a crowd gathering. A police line had been set up in front of the café, bright yellow tape stretched taut to keep people from getting too close. Flashing red and blue lights bathed the storefront in a harsh glow, and a couple of officers were speaking with staff members just outside the entrance.

The lively buzz of Shibuya had shifted. There was something off about the way the air felt now—thicker, heavier, like a warning just beneath the surface.

Liu’s voice was quiet but firm. “That’s not good.”

I swallowed hard, trying to steady myself. No, it wasn’t.

And somehow, I already knew—whatever had happened here, it had something to do with us.



Without warning, Liu and I bolted down the street, weaving through a throng of onlookers toward the main crowd and the few policemen desperately trying to contain the commotion. My heart pounded in my chest and my bags creased against the wind as I forced my way closer to the entrance.

Peering through shifting bodies of the police, I noticed the aftermath of something bad toward the far end of the cafe: some plates were scattered like fallen leaves, and a wooden table was cracked in half, heaps of splintered wood and glass at its feet. The disarray was as if a small explosive had exploded right in the midst of the once-cozy café, leaving only some ruins and a thick haze of uncertainty in its wake.

I pushed against the crowd, my eyes straining to catch any glimpse of Daisuke. But before I could breach the mass of bodies, a sharp tap on my shoulder made me whirl around. There, standing with a standoffish tilt and a half-smile that barely masked her concern, was Emiko—Junko’s best friend.

“Hey,” she said brusquely, her tone edged with impatience. “What are you even doing here?”

I took a deep breath, trying to steady my racing thoughts. “Do you know what happened inside?”

“What’s it to you, Golden Girl?” She immediately replied, clearly not hearing the urgency in my voice. “I didn’t think the matters of us normal folks concerned – “

“Emiko, please.” I begged, looking right at her.

There was a stunned silence as her eyes darted nervously as she hesitated, clearly not expecting my abstinence from the usual stupid games we played.

Then, in a low voice, she murmured, “...F-Fine. I think a friend of mine was there when it all went down. They recorded the whole thing.” Her gaze shifted, as if to ensure no one else was listening, then she pulled out her phone with deliberate slowness.

Liu appeared at my side, his face etched with worry. For a moment, I wondered what exactly had transpired between him and Daisuke in the Hollow Night to alter their bond so dramatically—but the question would have to wait.

Emiko handed me the phone. I took it, my eyes scanning the screen as the video began. In the grainy footage, Daisuke’s figure stood out to me right away—he was calm, a measured presence against the rowdy group he was approaching, who looked like they were harassing a pair of unsuspecting patrons. As the recording continued and the group turned to meet him, the once-mellow tone of his voice grew stern, his hands slowly balled into fists as if he was commanding silence now.

The patrons at the table—one masked and trembling, the other a girl with a wary, experienced gaze—grew quiet. Then, one of the thugs who’d been staring at Daisuke for a while started laughing suddenly, like he recognized him, before reaching out to shove him. In a heartbeat, Daisuke’s hand snapped out, meeting the thug’s forearm with a precision that left pretty much no room for error. He uttered something calm, a warning maybe—but before any response could be mustered, the thugs fanned out, surrounding him.

The ensuing scene was a maelstrom: Daisuke moved like some kind of phantom, weaving effortlessly between grasping hands and wild swings. I watched, breath caught in my throat, as he kicked one thug into a wooden booth table with a violent arc, stunned another with a blistering blow to the face, and pushed a third against a wall, using their own momentum against them. Amid the chaos, the entire restaurant erupted into frantic shouts - some cheering, some scared, others somewhere in between.

I knew for a fact that this time last week, he wouldn’t have been capable of this. Those rumours about him at Tipsy Tose – which I now realized might relate to these same assholes on the screen – confirmed as much. The only thing that could’ve improved his fighting skill this much had to be…

My thoughts were cut short as a final adversary emerged on the screen. Daisuke turned slowly, his expression calm as though offering a chance to flee. But the thug charged. For a few agonizing seconds, the scene played out in slow motion: the thug’s eyes locked with Daisuke’s, and in that instant, the man screamed—a sound of pure, unadulterated terror that shattered the ambient noise. He jerked backward so violently that he broke the glass of a nearby window pane, and caused some of the plates on the neighbouring tables to fall and shatter, the shards tinkling like sinister chimes.

My blood froze over. I’d seen that motion, that terrified expression, too many times already – but it couldn’t be. It couldn’t be. We were in the real world now – weren’t we?

But that wasn’t even the end. In his panic, the thug leaped onto the masked patron at the table, clutching for dear life. In the ensuing struggle, the patron’s hat and mask were ripped away in one swift, horrifying motion, revealing the unmistakable face of none other than Rusuban himself—the traitor whose name sent a shiver down my spine.

I froze. My heart hammered against my ribs as I watched Daisuke’s expression falter; his fists trembled, and for a split second, it was as if he was caught between the duty to attack and the torment of having protected someone he had once vowed to kill. Then, just as Daisuke’s arm was raising menacingly toward Rusuban, an unseen force yanked his arm away, and the video cut off abruptly.

The screen went dark, leaving only a ringing silence and a torrent of unanswered questions.

I lowered the phone slowly, my hands trembling. The weight of what I’d seen pressed down on me. Daisuke… Rusuban… everything was unravelling in ways none of us had ever imagined.

“Holy shit…” Liu whispered, taking a few steps back into the crowd. “What the hell happened in there?”

I didn’t reply, noticing Emiko’s fixed, bemused stare at the both of us and not wanting to say too much. But inwardly, I had all but confirmed the terrifying prospect that had been bouncing around in my head all this time:

We’d had the scope of this game mistaken from the very start.
 
Chapter 79 - Kinoko Rusuban

Thursday, October 19th

The police station doors clicked shut behind me, the sound muffled against the dull roar of city traffic. My legs felt like lead, each step forward a battle against the weight pressing down on me. I barely noticed the cold air biting at my skin, barely registered the shifting headlights and voices passing by on the street.

My mind was still back in that cafe, trapped in the moment with Daisuke's glare.

The same eyes. The same killing intent.

I swallowed hard, my throat dry as sandpaper.

“Hey.”

A hand wrapped around my wrist, not too tight, but firm enough to snap me back to reality. Kato stood beside me, her gaze expectant, unimpressed.

“Did you forget I was here?”

I didn’t respond. Or rather, I couldn’t. The words were there, stuck somewhere between my lungs and my mouth, but nothing came out. I turned away, ready to keep walking, but Kato wasn’t done.

She sighed, a long, heavy thing, but didn’t let go. “You never answered my question.”

I kept my face blank. “What question?”

Kato rolled her eyes. “Don’t play dumb, Kinoko. That guy who saved us—who the hell was he?”

I stiffened, jaw clenching.

Kato continued, voice lowering, her tone sharper now, cutting through the numbing haze clouding my head.

“You saw it too, right? The way he looked at you after those assholes got dusted? I swear, for a second, he was about to punch you, too. And don’t try to tell me I imagined that.”

I bit the inside of my cheek, still silent.

“Doesn’t make sense,” she mused aloud, eyes narrowing like she was piecing together a puzzle. “You looked scared shitless when he entered the place, too. But why would he step in if he had a problem with you? Did he not recognize you at first? Was he just looking for an excuse to fight? Maybe he had some personal vendetta against those guys, and we were just caught in the middle?”

Her gaze was drilling into me now, waiting, searching.

I gave her nothing.

Kato scoffed, finally letting go of my wrist like she’d decided I wasn’t worth the effort.

“You know what? I’m so damn tired of this.”

She took a step back, crossing her arms, her sharp eyes never leaving my face.

“You’ve always been like this. Shutting people out, dodging questions, acting like you’re carrying some big, important secret that no one else is worthy of knowing.”

Still, I said nothing. I had no energy to argue. The sickness inside me twisted like a parasite, gnawing at my insides, draining me.

Kato watched me for a moment longer before letting out another sigh, this one softer, resigned. Then, without another word, she turned toward the curb and whistled for a cab.

The vehicle rolled up almost immediately, the driver barely giving us a glance as Kato pulled the back door open. Before I could protest, she grabbed my arm and shoved me inside with surprising strength.

“Tell him your address,” she said curtly, pulling out a few bills and tossing them toward the front seat. “Keep the change.”

I blinked, sluggish, trying to process what was happening as she leaned against the doorframe, staring at me like she was looking through me.

“I’m gonna be in town for a while,” she said, voice quieter now, almost too calm. “Because of work. If you ever decide to stop being an ass, you should text me.”

She straightened, tapping a hand against the roof of the cab. “Otherwise… have a nice life, Kinoko.”

Then she slammed the door shut.

I sat there, frozen, watching her turn and walk away without looking back.

“…Where to?” the cabbie asked, sounding bored.

I swallowed, forcing the words out. “Tsukiji. Just drive.”

The cab rolled forward, and I leaned back against the seat, staring up at the ceiling, my mind an echo chamber of uncertainties.

The sickness gnawed deeper.


The room was thick with silence, broken only by the sound of my own ragged breathing. My limbs felt heavy, leaden with exhaustion, my body sinking into the bed like it had finally become one with it.

Even though I’d spent the entire day practically paralyzed with sickness, the moment I laid eyes on him, my whole system screamed at me to run. I knew something was off as soon as I stepped in – there was less moonlight than usual filtering through the curtain, like something was blocking it. If I hadn’t even switched the lights on, I never would’ve even saw him.

Juno.

Or, as he so modestly masqueraded himself in the real world, the school janitor.

He sat at my desk, his posture regal, precise, but something about it felt... off. It wasn’t the careless elegance of a natural-born king, but rather the measured mimicry of someone who had studied kings and learned to wear their mannerisms like a borrowed coat. A pretender.

And yet, I was the one who felt like an insect beneath his gaze.

Still, I wouldn’t let him see it.

Scoffing, I dropped onto my bed, ignoring the way my legs nearly buckled beneath me. My head lolled to the side as I eyed him with as much feigned boredom as I could muster.

“Come to read me my last rites?”

Juno didn’t immediately respond. His golden eyes traced over me, unreadable, then flickered down to the state of my body—the sunken skin, the sluggish movements, the way my fingers twitched involuntarily every few seconds. He exhaled quietly.

“I warned you this would happen.”

I huffed a weak laugh. “And yet, here I am. Still breathing. For now, anyway.”

Juno studied me for a moment, then leaned forward. “You knew the risks,” he said, “and yet you pressed forward. I wonder why?”

“Because I don’t have a choice.” My voice came out bitter. “If I don’t win, we’re all as good as dead anyway. Isn’t that right?”

Juno’s expression didn’t change, but something in the air between us tightened. Neither of us spoke for a long moment.

I forced myself to sit up straighter, ignoring the way my vision swayed at the motion. I had to stay sharp, stay composed. If I let my guard slip even once, I’d be devoured whole.

But as the silence stretched on, something unexpected happened. The longer I watched him, the more something about his presence felt... familiar. Not just in the sense that I’d seen him before, but deeper than that. The way he held himself, the way he measured his words, the way his eyes flickered with something close to recognition—

He was like me.

A copycat.

A chameleon.

My breath caught in my throat.

Juno finally broke the silence. “What do you plan to do, Kinoko?” His tone was almost gentle, but the weight behind it was suffocating.

I didn’t answer right away. Instead, I let my thoughts spiral—back through everything I’d done to get here. From the very start, I had been trying to take control. Control of my fate. Control of the Hollow Night. Control of the very concept of control itself. The idea of being a pawn in someone else’s game, of having my future decided before I was even born—it was an abomination. A violation.

But then, Kato’s words slithered through my mind, unwelcome and insidious.

By trying to take control of my fate, had I just been forcing others to follow my vision of it?

I clenched my jaw. No. That wasn’t it. I’d done what was necessary. I had adapted.

Yet, I couldn’t shake the echo of another conversation—a quieter, more intimate one. One with a girl who had seen through me far too easily.

Saki Yamada.

“The thing about control,” she had said to me once, while sipping at her matcha latte with that infuriatingly calm expression, “is that it’s just another illusion. Like free will. You can chase it all you want, but the moment you think you have it, it’s already slipping through your fingers.”

I had scoffed at her back then. Half-jokingly called her a cynic. But now, with Juno’s golden gaze pressing down on me, her words gnawed at something raw inside me.

Juno tilted his head thoughtfully.

“You had easier paths,” he mused. “If all you truly wanted was freedom, you could have told the others what you knew. You could have warned them. You could have built trust, found allies.” He tapped a finger against the desk. “But in the end, you did not. In the end, you chose this path.”

I swallowed thickly.

He leaned forward, his voice dropping to a whisper. “Why?”

I had no answer.

Juno’s eyes bore into mine. “Was it power you ultimately sought? Admiration? Or…was all of this simply a way to finally feel wanted, Kinoko?”

Something inside me twisted violently.

Images flickered through my mind. Classmates praising me, showering me with admiration. My peers in the Hollow Night kneeling before me, offering me their power, their loyalty, their love. In a different world, I could see myself surrounded by devoted followers, ruling with absolute certainty. The women adored me. The men respected me. I was untouchable.

A King.

And yet.

Juno’s voice sliced through the fantasy. “You certainly fooled them all in the real world. But in the Hollow Night?”

I tensed.

“They exposed you. They now despise you. And maybe,” Juno’s expression was unreadable, “that is precisely what you wanted.”

I couldn’t breathe.

“Because the fire of hatred,” he said softly, “is still warmer than the cold of that trash pile you were left in 17 years ago.”

My whole body jerked, my hands curling into fists. My breathing came sharp, uneven.

“Don’t,” I rasped. “Don’t look at me like that.”

Juno didn’t move.

“Don’t you dare look at me like that!”

For a moment, neither of us spoke.

Then, finally, Juno exhaled, almost... tiredly.

“Regardless of how I look upon you,” he murmured indifferently, leaning back in his chair, “here we are. You are dying, you are alone, and the only one who knows the truth is he who has already doomed himself.”

He spread his hands.

“So tell me, Kinoko.”

His golden eyes glowed faintly in the dim light.

“What will you do?”


Juno’s words echoed in my head, over and over, carving themselves into the hollow spaces where my thoughts should have been – and that minefield of my mind was where the truth, the real truth, was laid agonizingly bare before me again, even more terrible and more wretched than the first time I’d heard it.

The Hollow Night was no grand stage, no proving ground for the ambitious, no twisted survival game where only the strongest made it out alive.

No, it was a farm.

A factory for culling, for harvesting. And we, the players, the so-called ‘chosen,’ were nothing more than livestock fattened on suffering and hardship – either by each other or by the servants of these faceless overlords, the ‘Noise’ - until we were ripe for the slaughter.

I should’ve been sick to my stomach. I should’ve been furious.

But mostly, I just felt tired.

Juno stood before me, waiting. Expecting something, anything—horror, defiance, another one of my witty remarks. I gave him none of it. I only swallowed against the dry, burning sensation in my throat and finally managed to force out a whisper.

“I don’t know what to do.”

The words were pathetic and pitiful. Make no mistake, I hated myself for them the moment they left my mouth. But Juno only sighed, shaking his head.

“I predicted that response.”

I braced for a scolding, for the cutting disappointment I knew he was capable of, but it never came. Instead, he did something far worse—he hesitated.

And then, he spoke again.

“There may be one last silver lining to your failures.”

A chill lanced through me at the word. Failures.

I managed bite back the instinctive retort, regardless. Long enough to accept to that he wasn’t wrong. I had failed over and over and over again, and now I was out of time, options and practically everything else.

“I see now that you were not strong enough to do it alone,” Juno admitted. “and yet, you were also too cautious. Too measured. Too afraid to throw yourself completely into the chaos.”

I flinched. Afraid? Was that it? No—I was careful. I was smart. Only a fool would toss himself into such an important endeavour without due planning. And yet, even as the protest formed in my mind, something bitter and ugly I couldn’t recognize twisted inside me.

“Nevertheless,” Juno continued, “something strange occurred during the events that transpired last night. Something I have never felt before.”

I stiffened.

“There were cracks, Rusuban.” His voice was low, almost reverent. “Tiny, imperceptible to most—but I felt them. The chaos, the rage, the desperation. It was enough to shake the Hollow Night’s foundations.”

My heart pounded. I knew last night had been bad, but…

“We are close,” Juno murmured, and for the first time since I’d met him, his voice was touched with something near exhilaration. “Closer than we have ever been. If we can push it only a smidge further… if we can indeed force the system to collapse under its own weight, then—”

I didn’t need him to finish.

Then we could break it.

Then we could potentially end this sick cycle once and for all.

I was speechless. My fingers twitched uselessly in my lap, my brain struggling to keep up. I had known that last night was…different. But to hear Juno say it outright, to hear that we had actually done something, that the carnage had meant something…

Juno took a step forward, resting a hand on my shoulder. It was heavy, and surprisingly cold.

“Cordyceps,” he said softly. “You cannot hesitate now.”

I exhaled shakily.

“Cause chaos,” he instructed, his voice like a knife against glass. “Kill. Steal. Destroy. Burn. Tear everything down until there is nothing left to stand upon.”

The words scraped against something deep inside me. It was something primal, but also something eerily willing. Juno knelt slightly, his grip on my shoulder tightening, his voice lowering to something almost conspiratorial.

“Take everything that disgusts you and erase it, Rusuban.” His lips curled into something like a smirk. “Perhaps this is why you are still alive, after all - why you have even made it this far to begin with.”

I barely heard the words. My mind was racing too fast, thoughts slamming into each other, breaking apart, reforming into something dangerous and jagged.

Chaos. That was what it would take. More than before. More than ever before.

Juno stood, straightening his pristine coat.

“Above all, do not regret your actions,” he murmured. “Regret is a chain, And we can no longer afford to be bound by anything.”

I swallowed. My throat felt like sandpaper. My fingers twitched again. And when I finally, finally looked up—

Juno was gone.

The room was empty.

I exhaled slowly, my breath shaking as I reached up, pressing a hand against my chest. My heartbeat was slow, methodical. But beneath it, something else stirred.

A quiet, simmering madness.

“…No regrets,” I murmured.

My hand curled into a fist. If this truly was to be the last night of my life, then there was only one thing I could promise and swear my remaining hours on:

The Hollow Night was going to burn.
 
Chapter 80 - Daisuke Kurogane

Thursday, October 19th

I barely registered what was happening as Chinami yanked me through the streets, her grip iron-tight around my wrist. The world blurred past, a mess of flashing lights, honking cars, and distant voices. My mind refused to move past the images looping over and over again. The cafe, the fight, the way my body had moved without hesitation. The sound of knuckles against flesh. The gasps. The cheers. The fear in their eyes. The absolute terror in his eyes when I looked at him for just a second too long.

And then—

No. I still wasn’t ready to finish that thought.

“Daisuke!”

I blinked. Chinami had stopped dragging me. My feet stumbled over themselves as I was jerked to a halt, nearly colliding into her back. I barely caught myself, my breath ragged. Where…?

The underpass.

Miyashita Park was just beyond the street, its soft lights barely reaching the grimy alleyways below the railway. The place was exactly as I remembered from last night—some kind of shelter for the forgotten. Makeshift tents and worn blankets were scattered along the alley’s edges, the displaced huddling close to burning trash cans for warmth. The acrid scent of smoke and cheap alcohol clung to the air, mixing with the faint, ever-present stink of the city. A man hunched over a crate to my left muttered something incoherent, barely acknowledging us.

Chinami had taken me here of all places. The same place where Kozuki and Rusuban jumped me. Where Rusuban pushed me too far. Where my entire perception of reality had started to splinter.

Was I still in reality now?

Hello?” Chinami’s voice snapped me back. She had let go of my wrist and taken a step back, her hands on her head like she was holding in a migraine. But her expression…

I’d seen Chinami frustrated before. Annoyed. Even genuinely angry. But this was something else. This was a volcano seconds away from eruption..

“Why couldn’t you just leave it?!” she suddenly screamed, her voice cracking. “All we had to do was walk away! I kept begging you! I kept saying we should just go, but you just had to go play the hero and—” she gestured wildly at me, “—do whatever the fuck that whole thing was!”

Her words crashed into me, but I couldn’t find the strength to respond. My mind was still catching up to everything. The fight. The sheer weight of what I’d done. What I’d almost done.

“…Hey, am I awake right now?” I muttered before I even realized the words were coming out. “Like, is this the real world? You’re… you’re not just some figment of my imagination, right?”

Chinami went completely still.

Then she burst out laughing.

Loud, uncontrollable laughter, the kind that made her double over and clutch her stomach. It was insane. The sound carried through the alley, making a couple of passersby ahead glance over their shoulders. One of the homeless men stirred and muttered something under his breath.

I just stood there, utterly lost, as Chinami wiped her eyes and stared at me with something between disbelief and sheer exhaustion.

“Are you on drugs?” she finally asked, deadpan.

I opened my mouth, scrambling for some kind of justification, but before I could, she cut me off.

“You beat up my friends like some two-bit vigilante and then ask me if you’re fucking awake?” she said, voice eerily calm. She let out a slow breath, shaking her head. “You know what? Whatever, Daisuke. I can’t be bothered with this anymore.”

She turned on her heel and walked away. “Bye.”

Something inside me dropped to the pit of my stomach.

No.

My body moved before I could think. Before I could hesitate. Before I could let myself lose her. My hand closed around her wrist. She froze. I swallowed thickly, my voice barely more than a whisper.

“Please don’t go.”

She didn’t turn around. Didn’t pull away. Just stood there, waiting. Expecting. I took a deep breath as Liu’s words echoed in my mind.

I needed to open my heart. I had a feeling this would be my very last chance to do so.


I took a deep breath, feeling the weight of my words before I even spoke them. My heart pounded against my ribs, and my throat was dry, but I’d had come too far to back out now. I clenched my fists for a moment, trying to steady myself before finally exhaling and beginning to speak.

"Today was the first day I’ve been genuinely happy for as long as I can remember," I admitted, my voice a little quieter than I’d hoped for. "No—since we grew apart."

I glanced at Chinami. She was still, but I could tell she was listening. Her expression was unreadable from the back of her head, and that only made it harder for me to continue - but I summoned all the courage I had left to press on.

"When you caught me at the Laser Cats movie... I couldn’t have cared less about the plot. I barely even registered what was happening on screen. The only reason I went was because I was in a dark place. “ I confessed, remembering the first Hollow Night happened just before that. “…I felt like I was drowning. I needed some sense of comfort. Some sense of safety."

I swallowed, my breath quickening slightly as something started to dawn on me.

"And as I’m standing here saying all this, I realize that sense of safety has always been you—from the day you approached me on that sidewalk in middle school. Even if it was just through some random franchise we used to watch and enjoy together, it was still you."

God, how does anyone do this? I could feel my heart hammering now, every beat echoing through my entire damn body. My breath was coming up short, but I pushed through, forcing myself to steady my voice.

"I also... I wanted to apologize for what I did today to your friends. You don’t have to forgive me, I just needed you to know that. But equally, I can’t apologize for the fact that I finally stood up for something. My whole life, I’ve looked at injustice and turned the other cheek, let my fear convince me that it had nothing to do with me—even when those same things were done to me. I spent years giving in, pretending it wasn’t my place to fight back, and it’s left me feeling like a coward."

I took another shaky breath, feeling my fingers curl ap at my sides.

"But over the last few days, it’s like I’ve lived through years' worth of change. And I’ve decided for myself that I can’t let these things just pass me by anymore. Even if I get my ass beat, even if I look like some kind of weirdo, even if I end up living the rest of my life as a loner, stuck in the past—hung up on the first girl I ever loved—it’s still the only way forward I can see for myself."

As soon as the words left my mouth, I felt the strangest sense of relief, as if just saying them aloud took a burden off my shoulders. A burden so heavy and so constant I’d mistaken it for gravity. With that, I unclenched my fists and slowly released Chinami’s hand. It was trembling slightly.

"I’m really sorry again. And if your friends ever recognize that you were the one in the cafe, send them my way. I’ll take responsibility."

I let out a final breath, feeling a familiar, self-deprecating smile tugging at my lips.

"And honestly, I’ve probably become pretty lame over the last year and a bit, so you’re free to walk away and never speak to me again. But..." My voice softened. "I’ll always treasure the memories we shared. For the rest of my life. I mean it."

As I exhaled, I felt the weight of the words I had just spoken settle into the air between us. The silence stretched, taut and fragile. Chinami didn’t move. I swallowed, my heart hammering a violent rhythm against my ribs. I hadn’t meant to lay it all out like that, but once I started, I couldn’t stop. It was as if a dam had finally burst, and everything I had kept locked away for the past year and a bit came pouring out, raw and unfiltered.

A shuddering breath broke the stillness. I turned my gaze back to Chinami and froze. She’d turned around now, and was trembling, her shoulders shaking ever so slightly, her head tilted downward.

Then, the sound of quiet, stifled sobs reached my ears.

My stomach twisted. “Chinami…?”

She clenched her fists at her sides, her body trembling as she fought to keep herself together. I hesitated before stepping forward, unsure if she wanted space or comfort. She beat me to it, however, lifting her hand to wipe at her eyes roughly.

“Shut up, y-you idiot,” she stammered through her tears, her voice thick and uneven. “I bet you think you’re so cool right now, yammering off that lame hirudorama-ass speech…”

A surprised laugh escaped me, soft but genuine. Chinami let out her own shaky chuckle, wiping at her face again before looking up at me with watery eyes. I saw something there—something deep and nostalgic, something fragile yet resilient. Before I could stop myself, I moved, wrapping my arms around her in a tentative embrace.

She didn’t resist.

Instead, she curled into me, her forehead resting lightly against my shoulder. I could feel the way her breathing evened out, the way the tension drained from her frame. We stayed like that for a moment, just existing in the space between past and present, between loss and reconnection.

“I missed you too, you know,” she murmured after a while, her voice quieter now, but steady. “There were so many times where I’d think ‘Daisuke would know what to do here, wouldn’t he?’ But… I could never bring myself to reach out. I figured you didn’t need me anymore.”

I shook my head. “That couldn’t be further from the truth.”

She sniffled and then, in true Chinami fashion, plastered a smirk on her tear-streaked face. “Well, someone has to keep an eye on you. Otherwise, who’s gonna make sure you don’t go all sicko-mode again?”

I scoffed. “You act like I go looking for fights.”

“You do. And worse, you suck at them.”

“That’s slander.”

“No, that’s fact.”

I rolled my eyes, but I couldn’t stop the smile from creeping onto my lips. She poked at my cheek playfully.

“You really should smile more, you know? You always have that tax collector face going on, like you’re about to ruin someone’s day.”

I sighed in mock defeat. “What’s wrong with my face?”

“Everything.”

I laughed again, shaking my head. “Good to know some things never change.”

From behind us, an unexpected sound broke through the moment—a slow, rhythmic clapping. Chinami and I both turned in unison to find the homeless man from earlier, standing a few yards away, wiping his eyes with the back of his sleeve. “That was beautiful,” he declared, sniffling. “Absolutely heartwarming. What a performance.”

My face burned. Chinami, for all her sharp wit, turned rigid with embarrassment. “Oh my god,” she muttered under her breath. “You mean he—”

“—Saw all of it?” The man grinned. “Every last second.”

I groaned, rubbing my temple. “Sir, I—uh—apologize for that.”

The old man waved off my concern. “No need! That was one of the best things I’ve seen in a long time. Gave me hope, y’know?” He exhaled deeply, his expression growing wistful. “I had someone like that once—a childhood friend. I loved her. Never told her, of course. She ended up getting married a few years back. I haven’t spoken to her since.”

My breath hitched slightly. “Do you know where she is?”

He nodded. “Yeah. I, uh… I sit on the sidewalk sometimes, near the school where she takes her kids. I don’t think she recognizes me anymore, but she always drops the most money into my hat when she passes.”

Chinami and I exchanged glances. My throat felt dry. “Maybe you should tell her.”

The man let out a soft chuckle. “I don’t know if she’d want to hear from me now.”

I didn’t hesitate. I pulled out my wallet and handed him every yen note inside. His eyes widened. “Kid, what—”

“If you want to do it, do it,” I told him firmly. “Don’t wait until you think it’s too late. You’ll regret it more than anything else.”

His hands trembled as he took the money, staring down at it as if it were something sacred. When he looked up again, his eyes were misty. “…You’re a good kid.”

I smiled faintly. “Thanks.”

As Chinami and I bid him farewell and turned to walk away, she glanced at me with a thoughtful expression. “You think he’ll actually go through with it?”

I didn’t even have to think about my answer. I recalled the look in his eyes, feeling the same determination I’d experienced just moments ago.

“It’s already as good as done.”


As we stepped back onto the main streets, I instinctively pulled my hood up, keeping my head low. There were one or two police officers scattered around, and the last thing I needed was to be recognized. Lucky I was in my own clothes—if I had been wearing my uniform, they could've tracked me down easily. Unless Rusuban or someone else at the café decided to sell me out, I should be fine if I lay low for a few days. Probably meant I was skipping school again. My parents wouldn't like that one bit when they got back from Oita City.

I turned to Chinami as we walked. "Want me to walk you home?"

She blushed slightly, rubbing the back of her neck. "Actually…" she hesitated before sighing and continuing, "Can I stay at your place for the night?"

I blinked. "Huh?"

She immediately flailed her arms, her face growing even redder. "N-Not in that way or anything! It’s just… my parents are out of town, and… it’s actually kinda scary there all on my own…"

I chuckled. She never could handle being home alone. Back when we were kids, her folks would go on trips she didn’t want to join, and we’d end up having sleepovers instead.

"Yeah, of course," I said. "You’re always welcome. But, uh, my parents are out of town too, so… we’ll be home alone. Together."

She groaned, face buried in her hands. "What kind of god arranged this?!" she muttered.

I just smiled. Whoever that god was, I owed them one.

When we arrived at my place, Chinami wandered in like she owned the place. She started pointing out what had changed since she was last here, what had stayed the same. I watched as she walked through the living room, her fingers ghosting over the edges of old picture frames, old furniture. The familiarity of it all felt… right.

We raided the fridge and found some leftovers, eating while watching reruns of a soap opera we used to be obsessed with as kids. We laughed about the ridiculous storylines and tried to remember which characters ended up together. It was so easy—like slipping back into an old dream. As I sat there, watching her in the flickering glow of the TV, something settled deep in my chest.

I wanted this. I wanted this every day for the rest of my life.

Eventually, night fell, and we had to figure out the sleeping arrangements. I led her to my room and tossed her some freshly washed sleepwear. It was way too big for her, but she held the fabric up to her face, declaring it cozy nonetheless.

"You can crash here," I told her. "I'll take my parents’ room. Probably gonna skip school tomorrow, so I might sleep in. But help yourself to the bathroom, spare toiletries are in the same spot as always, and there’s food in the kitchen."

She nodded, clutching the fabric close. "Thanks, Daisuke. For everything."

I turned to leave, but her voice—meek, hesitant—stopped me.

"Actually… could you stay?"

I faced her again, and she quickly added, "We used to do it all the time when we were kids! A guy and a girl can totally sleep in the same bed together, it's not weird!"

I smiled knowingly. "No, it’s not weird."

But inwardly, I felt my heart hammer against my ribs. It took all of my strength just to tell her goodnight and start to walk away earlier. The truth was, I didn’t want to leave her alone either.

Tentatively, we crawled into bed, keeping to opposite sides. At first, we faced away from each other, staring at the walls. The silence stretched between us, thick with unspoken thoughts. After a while, though, we both gave up the act and turned to face each other.

She stared at me with those deep, knowing eyes, her expression soft and unreadable. My gaze traced her face, the way her hair fell against the pillow, the slight contours of her body beneath the oversized shirt. I knew every detail of her by heart, yet I still found myself memorizing her all over again.

I wanted to reach out. I wanted to hold her close and tell her everything I felt, everything I had been too much of a coward to say for years. The love in my chest was overwhelming—terrifying in its depth.

I opened my mouth, ready to finally tell her—

"Shh." She put a finger to my lips, smiling faintly. "All of today’s excitement might still be messing with you. If you still want to tell me on Monday, when all this is over, then… I'll believe you."

Monday. The most boring day of the week. If I still wanted to say it then…

I grinned. "Then you better not run away before then."

She smirked. "You better not either."

With that, she nestled into the blankets, closing her eyes. I watched her for a little longer before finally allowing myself to relax, feeling the warmth of her presence beside me.

As I drifted off, one thought burned in my mind.

I have to survive.

I have something to protect now—something to live for.

And I won’t let anything take her away from me.
 
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