~???~
The shriek was what woke him up. It was desperate, shrill, and ear-piercing. He cried the only name he could think of.
"Aurora?!"
His burgundy eyes danced from left to right frantically until he noticed that one his special gloves, finely crafted to combat his... 'affliction', had been unlocked. Impossible, because only one person aside from Dr. Ashbourne had been told the procedure of how to unlock them.
Movement to his right was what snapped him back to reality, his body language stiffening as a cruel understanding slowly began to dawn upon him.
"Alexander..."
He span around, eyes now on his lover, who's left arm had shrilled and decayed into a dry, grey husk. Tears began to run down his anguished visage.
"No, no, no, no...Aurora...why...?" he whispered, his voice trembling.
"I...hadn't felt your touch in so long." she spoke softly, brushing the tears away from his cheek with the remaining hand. "So long..."
In another room, a baby began to cry. Alexander dashed toward the bedside table, using his gloved left hand to frantically dial a number he prayed he would never have to. His downtrodden heart soared in gratitude when the other line picked up after a few rings.
"This is Alex. It's- It's happened. Get over here, and quick!"
He tossed aside the device before flinging the bed's quilt over to the side with a strong swing, squinting his teary eyes. Thank goodness; she pulled away her arm in time. The decay wouldn't make it past the arm. She would make it.
Taking a deep breath, he scrambled over to the closet, casting the door aside and hastily dressing himself with one hand in whatever he could find. Lyra was still bawling in the room adjacent, as if she knew what came next, and was desperately trying to change her father's mind.
Now messily clothed in a white shirt with black suspenders, and black suit trousers matching shoes, Alexander dropped over by his lover's side, one last time. Her breathing was labored and panicked, even as her right arm stretched to touch his pinkish hair, savoring every last tactile sensation it gave her.
"Please...don't go. Don't leave me all alone." she pleaded, voice soft and trembling.
He felt his heart rip into pieces; he would give anything just to be at her side. To complain about being on diaper duty again, to spend another summer afternoon on the promenade down the river. To feel her skin on his, her touch calming his ever-racing mind.
Ever since Lyra was born, there was a dull, knowing pain in his heart. he knew he'd never get to see her learn to count, her first heartbreak, her graduation...and yet, he found himself utterly unprepared for the pain of the actual moment to be this deep.
Whatever this affliction was, it clearly had other plans for him. Fate had other plans for Alexander Hawthorne.
"Aurora," he struggled, sobbing. "I will always love you. Thank you for this life you gave me, for our beautiful daughter."
The front door flung open, a mob of footsteps marching up the stairs. They came!
Nodding resolutely, he stood up, marching through the desperate pleas of his other half, towards the window opposite the bed. He had never heard Lyra bawl this long before.
Alexander looked up into the night sky before pushing the window open, inviting the wind to rush through and cause the curtains to dance somberly. Curiously, there were no stars out tonight.
"The Hawthorne Foundation - my family- they'll look after you." he affirmed, tears heavy, trying to convince himself as much as Aurora that what he was doing was the right thing. He perched up onto the windowsill, looking down into the darkness below, into the life of emptiness that awaited him.
Looking back one last time, he forced a sorrowful smile.
"Farewell, my shining light."
And with that, he leaped into the abyss below, leaving behind the cries of his lover, the screaming of his daughter, and the remains of his heart.
~ Lower Jadewall ~
Orpheus' body went limp, his visage expressionless, watching Electra being carried away by their opponents. They lost. After everything, they had lost. Just like that.
He wanted to find the strength to scream- to shout, to cry, to declare to the world that he would "find her no matter what", but he couldn't.
Before long he found himself swept away by a strong red arm, the world bouncing and bobbing as the scene of the battle grew further and further away. He, as useless as he was, was being carried away to safety.
He thought back to the words he spoke to Electra when they had first met; that he would help "prevent history from repeating itself."
He laughed at his naivete. At his stupidity. He laughed and laughed and laughed until he couldn't quite tell the difference between a laugh and a sob.