The scary part is, sometimes I feel that way. Sometimes I feel like there's no possible way for me to actuallyfeel. I feel like everyone frowns upon me, looks down to me. I feel like nobody will understand me, and that is my greatest fear. I've been broken and bruised, been destroyed completely in every way. I feel like there's nothing I can or will do that will matter to anyone. I often think of deah, and what it truly means.
Truth be told, I'm scared. And there's nobody who can help me.