Suicide is a very awful thought~ I know this is a super touchy subject, but has any of them harmed themselves? And lord, I may not know you on a personal level, for I have had awful thoughts myself and have been hospitalized for my failed attempts. Living is a a strange spectrum towards many people, but alot of these people such as Aspen, you, and many others have helped me. Just talking to someone everyday and being apart of something helps alot. So I mean it when I say it, but we need you and many others do to.