Well, look at where we are. I may have just lost my girlfriend, the one person who made me feel alive. Yes, I love all of yall here on Charms but there was no match to
@The Blue Blur . I didn't sleep last night- too much to think about. For those who saw my status- Did not self harm last night, but I will be honest, my most recent scars are from Saturday.
But with the strength of carrying on for my beloved Blur, I announce this; Me and Blur were co-writing a story. 6 characters, each part switching the POVs of each couple. So, with that, I announce my next book. It has yet to be titled but there is an excerpt on my Wattpad entitled Scotts Bullet. You should check it out.
4.26.16 EDIT:
I've named the book to be Six Blurred Best Friends, I hope you guys know why. But it just seems since what happened, my emotions have been really switchy. I'll be fine all day at school, not have any issues, etcetera. And yes, I know I did cry yesterday at school but that was in the morning, you'd cry too if you had to bottle it up inside for an entire night and you were tortured by not being able to sleep it away. I couldn't sleep that night all because her mom actually texted me telling me I was forbidden to contact her. But it has been switchy beyond all belief. I was actually really happy and goofy today, I had this paper doll with me and I played with that when I had the time and I was really enjoying it but the minute I walked in the door, greeted by a hyperactive dog of course, I broke down into tears. I don't know if that's what happens when something awful happens but if it is, no one can say that me and Blur didn't love each other.