Ended up creating one of my favorite characters in the Rp as a result if that means anything. Also eventually making one of my top 5 RP moments
Tomiko might be my favorite character I've RP'd on this site if I am gonna be honest. Got invested in a character who at first only existed just to fill a quota I was obsessed with due to OCD.
Which makes her path to this point one harder to swallow, casue it feels like whenever I do get invested she only exists to get the rug pulled from under her to hype up another character. Her defining moment that wasn't her getting her butt kicked was fighting some cards. Just gets disheartening after a while and I fear the future even if I am doing my damn best to improve her and make her more capable along with her character growth.
Sometimes I just worry it's gonna amount to nothing
