OKay, here's my freewrite! It represents Mia, if you can't tell.
A darkness surrounds, a promise not kept.
Dragging me down, deep into the endless void.
My demons, laughing, whispering.
"Why do you try? It's best to let your soul fall away, let the darkness consume you"
Maybe they're right: why do I try?
Maybe darkness is better... maybe I'll finally be happy...
And as I feel everything I know slip away, I feel one last emotion -
regret.
Regret for arguments unsettled
Regret for friendships broken
Regret for those I've hurt
Regret... all regret... all I can feel..
And then I regret one last thing.
I regret giving in.. I have things to do, that I have yet to do!
And though I tried to take back my life, the demon overpowered me, unforgiving and cold
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...
...
And I was back, back in the emptiness, back in the blackness.
An empty shell, with only half a soul keeping me alive.
Then the cold came, filling the shell, with evil, with hatred, with pain.
And as my emotions all disappeared, as I became a different being entirely -
I had one last word -
"Goodbye."